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'GIRLS LIKE YOU'

A/n: before you guys start reading please listen to the song, it'll help, kinda XD- aight enjoy sorry if theres spelling errors eheh you know the reason if you've read my other A/n's or you just completely ignored them which i don't mind eheh

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Y/n

I look at myself in the mirror, ashamed of my body, I'm currently in my sports bra and booty shorts. I have fat thighs, bags under my eyes, I'm not skinny like the other girls, my belly is big. Overall I just really hate my body..

{A/n: you're beautiful no matter what, even when someone calls you ugly, its their personality and not you, you're a beautiful person no matter what opinions you get, i just wanted to put that in if no one has said that to you already <3 and trust me I've been through these times many many times so don't make the same mistakes i did, love yourself <3}

I wasn't like this until people on my social media started hating on me just because I was Colby's girlfriend.. they started saying, 'lose some weight' , 'omg you need to lose thigh weight' , 'ew she has dark circles! ugh put some makeup on your ugly face' .

I just looked at every flaw I have. They're right, I am ugly {you aren't} , I'm fat, and Colby doesn't deserve a girl like me.  He deserves some supermodel thats beautiful, one that his fans like. I started crying thinking about how he could do better.

C= Colby __ Y= Y/n

C: BABE I'M HOME!

I didn't respond, I just stood there in front of the mirror bawling my eyes out.

C: BABE?

he yelled again, again I didn't respond. I heard footsteps coming from the stairs to mine and Colby's shared room, I stood still, crying. The bathroom door opened, his smile soon disappeared seeing me crying.

C: princess.. what's wrong?  why're you crying?

Y: Colby.. wh-why me?

C: what do you mean why you?

he embraced me into his arms, me crying into his chest,

Y: why did you choose m-me when th- there are m-models that a-are be-better than me? why me Colby? You deserve better..

C: you wanna know why I chose you?

I nodded,

C: because theres no girls like you, they might be pretty but their personality is ugly, you're a beautiful person inside out to me even if you don't think it. I love you and will for the rest of my life.

I only cried harder at his words. I've never been this touched by someone's words before, especially when its coming out of your true love's mouth.

Y: I-I love you too Colby, don't doubt it.

I smiled, he lifted my chin up and gave a sweet and loving kiss, it wasn't lust, it was love. we pulled away ages later, he slapped my butt as I walked off to get one of his hoodies making me gasp then giggle.

C: are you ever going to give me my hoodies back?

he asks laying both of us down on the bed, facing each other.

Y: maybe when it loses its scent, I like your cologne..

he laughed and I did too,

C: yay now I can smell your lavender perfume when you give me them back!

I laughed at his childish-ness,

Y: you sure do pay attention to my perfumes thats for sure.

I laughed out making him chuckle,

C: eh yeah it smells good I can't help it!

I laughed, he pulled me closer to his chest and kissed the top of my head,

C: hey Y/n?

I hummed in response taking a deep breath of his scent, breathing a little shaky since I was crying,

C: why did you think all of this? like you were never this insecure until now... why?

Y: u-um... I've been getting comments that...

i paused taking a deep breath then continuing,

Y: I need to lose weight, I need to cover my 'ugly' face up with makeup-

C: you're not even close to fat or ugly, you're skinny and beautiful,

he motions for me to continue,

Y: and that I'm not... good enough for you..

he sighed in disappointment,

C: why do my 'fans' do this? every time I have a girl on my channel why do they attack them? Babygirl, you, you are my world, you're more than enough. In fact you mean more than life itself to me, and it kills me to see you upset. don't listen to the haters, if they're real fans they would understand that I love you and you love me, they would support us, they're just jealous. Okay, promise me you will never think like this again.

my heart fluttered, i looked up and saw nothing but love in his eyes,

Y: I promise.

C: good.

he kissed me again, once again, it wasn't lust, only love. It felt like just the first time we kissed, sparks, wait no, fireworks. we pulled away a while later. we watched some youtube videos and fell asleep in each others arms.

I'm glad I have him as a boyfriend.

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A/n: ooof the feels, guys the reason why I wanted to write this is because I am a very insecure person myself, I used to and still do think these things now and then but just so you know, you're a beautiful person inside out no matter what gender or sexuality you are because none of that matters. Love yourself and don't be harsh on yourself like I was. <3

aight..

I love you freaks so freaking much - always remember that you're beautiful no matter what anyone says or thinks and if you need someone to talk to I'm always here, just DM me and I'll be right there- my insta= colby.brock_imagines

peace freaks <3 X