You Want Me (Ziall) Discontinued

Chapter 9

Why? Why did this happen? Why did life have to be confusing?

Why did everything and everyone I was around have to be such a struggle?

Zayn left, leaving me confused I sitting on the bed wondering.....well why?

I was the one trying so hard to avoid being afraid of ever getting hurt or ever having someone be apart of my life, that included my career as well.

Zayn is just....he's making it extremely difficult for me.

It hurt. I was very insecure and now multiple thoughts were running through my mind of why Zayn would leave me.

I groaned hearing my phone ringing seeing that it was my manager.

"Niall!" My manager yelled. "You haven't been out for a week! Your fans think you went M.I.A. You have an interview in an hour on Ryan Seacrest radio. Get ready now!" He growled.

I shut off the phone throwing it to the side.

Guess I'm going to an interview.

At least I'm getting an interview by one of my closest friends.

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"Today we have on our show a great friend of mine Niall Horan!" Ryan Seacrest clapped.

I laughed holding onto the mic. "Hey Ryan. How's everything going?" I asked.

"I'm good and you."

"Great. I took a break this week trying to get my head straight."

"That's good. You know its very hard to relax when always having to work. It's good to take time off like that." Ryan Seacrest said.

I smiled thankful to know that he understood.

"And your about to go on your right?"

"Yes. Yes I am. I'm very excited. I'm miss being around my fans." I pouted. "I always have to be doing something and I think being on tour really helps."

"See that's what I like about you Niall. You don't complain about the ins or outs of being a celebrity. You just go through with it."

"Of course. Of course. You know, I've always wanted to do this since I was a kid. As I grew I started to know more about the music business and everyone was telling me that it's not easy. Of course it's not easy but that's what I liked about it. It's was a challenge. My life wasn't easy before this at all. The definition of life is having obstacles. If life was easy, there would be no point in living. Everyone goes through struggles that causes changes in there life and I know that from experience. So yeah it's a lot of work but I'm changing peoples lives as I'm doing it and I'm learning as well. And that's what I love about my career because I get to change and inspire people." I explained.

Everyone in the studio clapped and Ryan came over and gave me a hug.

"I love this guy." Ryan said. "That was very deep Niall. And it's true. Know one should complain about what they do and how there living."

"Yes. They shouldn't." I said.

"So congratulations on getting your award." Ryan Seacrest smiled.

"Awe thank you. I'm very blessed and I have amazing fans and people who support me." I said my cheeks feeling very flushed. Everyone of the workers clapped again cheering.

"Okay enough of that." Ryan laughed. "So you already knew this was coming........" Ryan trailed off.

"Oh know." I giggled.