My Mafia Man

"Your scars"

I watched as he ran the towel under hot water to wash it and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear . He looked like he was in a trance .

He snapped out of it and continued what he was doing .

"Do you feel okay" he asked walking into my room . "I feel like a bunch of men bet the shit out of me" I groaned lying on my bed . "Your scars" he said lying next to me on the bed . "yeah" I sighed rolling over painfully onto my back .

He ran his finger along a massive scar I have on the side of me . "What's that from" he asked lying on his arm . "Hm you found the worst one" I said looking at it . "Worst?" He said . "Yeah , I had come home from school one day , that girl you let give you a blow job , she filled a condom with milk" I said and I seen Ashton trying not to smile . I sighed . "I was 14" I said my voice shaking as I remembered the dark day .

"He always checked my school bag . Always. My journal , copies, everything , obviously to make sure I hadn't told anyone he'd been abusing me" I said obviously. "He found the condom and called me a bunch of names , I can hardly remember them now but one of the words was whore . You whore he would snap at me as I lay on the ground basically fearing for my life" I said in a trance . Ashton's small smirk quickly turned to anger.

"He grabbed me and brought me down to the basement, I was FORBIDDEN from the basement" I said making it clear . "He'd told me he would kill me if I ever went down there so now you know why 14 year old me was petrified" I whispered raising my eyebrows.

"He moved a bookshelf and there was a hallway , it was dark and there was no noise what so ever" I said in disbelief at the memory . "There was a whole other fucking world down there that I didn't know about" I said shaking my head . "He was in a gang , the leader of one actually, small but cruel" I said biting my lip .

"He took me to a room and there was a poll in the middle of the room , he tied me to it and whipped me with a whip obviously, until I passed out" I shrugged .

"Have you got a smoke" I asked Ashton interrupting my story . "Yeah here" he said handing me one and lighting it for me . I pressed my lips against the smoke and breathed it in . Heaven.

"Keep going" he said intrigued but disgusted at the same time . "There's nothing more to say, I passed out , woke up in my bed room" I shrugged . He looked so disappointed. "What did you want to happen" I asked him. "I don't know what I was expecting" he said facepalming. I smiled at him and he stared at me .

"I cant do this" he said getting up and walking out . Okay then . I turned on the tv and about an hour later Mason ran in . "Hi bubba" I smiled happily . He looked at me upset . "What's wrong" I asked him pouting . "You have another owie" he said his lip quivering as he looked at me . He used to hate my dad hurting me . He's so precious.

"I'm fine I promise" I smiled . "Now tell me about school" I said signaling for him to sit up on the bed . "I don't wanna" he said angrily . "Why not" I said worriedly . "A boy pushed me" he said putting his bag down . "Oh I'm going to fucking - ow ow ow" I said forgetting I was hurt .

Dylan came in . "Oh my god Ella, What happened" he asked walking towards me . "Dad" I said shrugging like it was no big deal . Mason screamed and ducked under the covers . I laughed painfully as Dylan watched . "No bubba , he's not here , he's gone , no more dad" I said looking under the covers . "Okay" he said pouting .

"He's afraid of your dad , why" Dylan asked curiously. "Who the fuck do you think did this to me" I growled at him . "Sorry bad mood" I said holding my ribs . "Ohh shit" Dylan said . "Yeah" I said .

"Yo Mason could you go to my mom for a sec" Dylan said suspiciously. "Okay" Mason said running out .

"Yo What did you do to my brother" Dylan asked jumping on the bed . "Nothing why" I asked curiously. "He's in his room pacing back and forth worriedly" he snickered . I rolled my eyes. "That bitch took a blow job off my enemy basically" I said . "Enemy" he questioned . "Long story" I sighed .

"Damn girls at your school give blow jobs" he said surprised. "You could fuck a girl in the bathroom" I said shaking my head . "Where is your school" he said raising an eyebrow cheekily . "Ha Ha very funny" I said . "Then will you give me a blow job" he asked . "No she will not" Ashton growled angrily at Dylan . "Shittttt" Dylan said jumping up . "I'm going to kill you" Ashton growled . "Hey Ash" I said . He looked at me . "You're not going to kill him" I warned him . "Why not" he said angrily about to beat the shit out of Dylan who was ducking behind the bed .

"Because I said so" I said warning him . "You've already pissed me off today , don't do it again" I said angrily . He looked at me and clenched his jaw . "He has 5 seconds to leave" he said shutting his eyes . Dylan was gone before he hit 1.

I laughed as Dylan scrambled to get out of the room . "You weren't actually going to give him a blow job" Ashton asked annoyed. "I'm not a fucking bitch like you so no" I snapped at him.

"Are you pissed at me" he asked sighing . "No im just in a bad mood" I said in a huff . "Why" he asked . "A kid pushed Mason at school" I said angrily . "I'll deal with it tomorrow for you then" he said . "No Ashton , your too scary" I said looking at the tv . "What do you mean scary" he asked offended. "You will make the kid shit himself" I said raising my eyebrows at him .

"I'm not that scary" he said confused. "No trust me , everybody knows who you are , and everyone is petrified of you" I laughed . "Why are you laughing" he asked even more confused. "Because your a cuddly bear" I said smiling knowing he'd hate that .