My Mafia Man

"Weakness"

We didn't actually go to sleep until the sun came up . I think we had sex 5 more times .

I slowly opened my eyes . I hissed in pain . I was hurting bad from last night. Like badly . It felt someone had shoved a pole in me . Oh wait someone did .

I looked at Ashton who was still asleep . I couldn't shut my legs . It was too painful. I rolled my eyes and looked next to me to see Mason staring at me . I screamed and covered myself with the blanket. "Why are you two in the same bed" he asked curiously. "She's my girlfriend" Ashton mumbled . "Okay , so why are you naked" he asked curiously again . "We were making babies" Ashton laughed . I hit his arm . "Ah" he hissed . "No , just we don't sleep with our clothes on , that's all" I said . "Oh okay" he said walking out .

"How did he get in here" I asked Ashton . "I gave him the key" Ashton key . "Your fucking joking , what if he walked in at like 5am cause he had a bad dream" I said angrily. "We were still going at 5 damn" he joked . "Your not funny" I said . "I'm not funny but I definitely do have a big dick" he said sliding his hand to my heat . I screamed and pushed his hand away . "Your in pain aren't you" he laughed .

"No" I said folding my arms stubbornly . "So you wouldn't mind if I fingered you right now" he said going under the covers . "No Ashton , stop" I said flinching . I felt him lick me and I moaned . "One lick and your moaning , your definitely hurting" he laughed coming back up out of the blankets .

"No im not" I said stubbornly again . I seen him stand up . "Oh shit , my balls hurt" he said . I smiled . He pulled the blankets off of me. "Ashton" I shrieked . It was cold. The sun was shining into our room . "Look at how stunning you are" he said climbing ontop of me .

"No Ashton" I warned him . "As long as your naked , I'm going to be horny , as long as you exist , I'm going to be horny" he said. "And right now I want you" he said looking me in the eye . "And we both know , I always get what I want" he whispered. I wanted to push him away because of the pain but my body was saying let him . So I let him .

I was screaming by the end. "Okay seriously no more" I said as he lay ontop of me. "I knew you were in pain" he laughed . "So why did you- I sighed . "Because I always get what I want" he said . "So what do you not want" I said . "I dont want people to see what's mine" he growled looking at me . I pushed him off of me. "HAYES" I yelled. Ashton growled as Hayes walked in . Hayes jaw dropped at the sight of me,naked, on the bed . Ashton pushed Hayes out and slammed the door . "Fuck sake Ella" Ashton said angrily .

"What are you angry now , that someone saw what was yours" I said cheekily. He clenched his jaw angrily . "That wasn't funny" he said frustrated. He was actually serious . "Your my girlfriend , no one else's , you're mine" he said .

"Okay , now that your little rant is done , can you please go get me pain killers" I said . "No" he said angrily sitting . "Please" I begged him . "No" he said angrily . I started to cry .

He looked worried . I kept crying . "Fine" he said getting dressed. I smiled . "Don't do that to me" he said . "See I know your weaknesses" I said . "You are my weakness" he said . I smiled softly . "Stop being so cute" he growled . "It's frustrating" he said . "No your just frustrated" i giggled . He glared at me .

He left to go get pain killers for me . "HAYES IM COVERED" I yelled . He walked in. "Can you get me a beer" I pouted . "A beer" he questioned. "Yeah a beer" I said shrugging . "Okay I guess so" he said grabbing one out of the fridge . He handed me it . I opened it and took a sip . The taste of heaven .

I finished the bottle in like 2 seconds. "Hayes , can you get me another" I asked him . "Fine but this is your last one" he warned me . "Okay okay" I said . I drank that one too . I smiled as I drank it . Shit . I'm still an alcoholic. Well fuck it , I haven't been drunk in two weeks . "HAYESSS" I whined . "What Ella" he said annoyed . "Can you move the fridge over here , I want water , but I don't want to have to keep asking you for it" I said .

"Fine" he said moving the fridge over to the bed . "Thanks Hayes" I said smiling . He went back outside . I took another beer . They tasted so good . I could drown myself in it .

A couple of minutes later I had gone through 6 in total . I couldn't stop drinking . It's like I had been craving drinks for weeks and finally got my hands on them . But I don't understand, I only drank because I was sad , and now that I'm happy I still can't stop .

I drank another , and another . I have a problem . Shit I have a fucking problem . I have a drinking problem and I can't get rid of it just like that . I looked at the bottle .

"Fuck" I mumbled . I felt upset . I told myself I wouldn't get addicted and I did . I lasted two weeks without one drink and now all of a sudden I want to drink till I can't feel . But I feel . Mason ran in . "Ella , that stuff is gross" Mason said grabbing the bottle from my hand . "Hey" I said snatching it back . He stared at me . "Are you an alcoholic" he asked . "No , I'm not" I said denying it . Maybe I was .

"Fuck sake , Mason you need to take these away from me" i begged him . Pour them down the sink or something, I just can't have them" I said to him . He nodded and grabbed the bottles . "No matter what I say , don't stop" I warned him . He walked into the bathroom and started pouring down the sink.

"Actually- Mason , you know , bring me one more , just to ease me" i said changing my mind .

"Nope" he said . I still had a bottle in my hand . I don't know what I was doing .