Papá Soltero (Zabdiel de jesus)

chapter 21

~A week later~

"Deberias hablar con el" Christopher says as I throw up once more into the toilet

"Nunca" I say and then throw up for the last time

I weakly get onto my feet and go to the sink to rinse my mouth

"Esto no es saludable para el bebé" he sighs looking at me worrdily

I put concealer under my eyes to cover up the bags under my eyes "El esta enamorado de gwen. Zabdiel no me quiere"

He rolls his eyes "Ni siquiera le dejaste explicar"

I shoot him a glare "Explica que? Que se fue para poder tener sexo con su ex esposa?"

He pulls me into his chest hugging me tightly "Solo quiero lo mejor para ti"

I give in hugging him back equally tight "Pensé que me amaba"

"Los hombres son idiotas, espero que nunca me convierta en uno"

I pull away laughing at his comment while I wipe the tears from my face

Chris and I go downstairs to get food

"Como esta el bebé?" Vivian asks as she's watching spongebob on the tv

I kiss her head before going into the kitchen "esta bien"

I quickly make Chris a sandwich and hand it to him

*knock knock*

"Voy a ver quien es" Christopher says putting his plate down and going towards the door

I nod and go to sit next to Vivian on the couch

I hear bickering and my eyes shift to Christopher and see him arguing with the person on the other door

I get up and walk towards him "quien e- zabdiel?"

He gives me a shy smile "hola"

I glare at him "Por qué estás aquí?"

He sighs "no entiendes"

I push him away from me "No te quiero aqui"

"Por favor" he gets getting closer

"No te necesito" I say coldly "Y tampoco mi hijo"

Zabdiel glares at me too "Este es mi bebe tambien"

"Mi bebé no necesita un padre horrible en su vida" I say

"No puedes alejarlo de mi" he moves past Chris

"Si crié a Vivian sin Joel, puedo hacerlo de nuevo pero sin ti!" I throw my hands up

"Yo" I point to myself "ya no te amo"

His mouth opens in shock "No quieres decir eso"

I laugh bitterly "Oh, pero créeme, yo sí."

He stands there upset

I go into the living room to get a box and walk back to zabdiel and Chris

"Aquí están todas tus cosas" I hand him his box that has half broken stuff considering I broke half of them

And then I hand him another box that is neatly tucked in "Y aquí están las cosas de Arely"

His eyes meet mine and he looks way past hurt "Por favor" he begs

"No quiero volver a verte zabdiel de jesus" I don't look him in the eyes "Ahora vete de mi casa"

"Elsa-" he steps closer to me

"Vete!" I yell "no te quiero! Déjame in paz!" I push him away from me

He gives me a sad look "adios Elsa"

My chest raises up and down from anger

But it goes away when I realize this is it

The love of my life is gone

"Adios zabdiel"