Last Euphoria Season 2 [jjkxbts]

》11《[The diaries]》11《

SeokJin POV
"Jungkook? Are you okay?",i ask when suddenly he was crying.

He just smile and wipe his tears.

"I don't know..it's feel like..as my heart touching with something i haven't know",he continue to eat while both us are chatter each other.It's so long i haven't feels like this.We all busy on the schedule.

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Jungkook POV
Hyungs and i back to our room.I check on my drawer.I saw a lot of books and albums.I take out of it.I start to look inside the book.This is my diaries?The date is 8 years ago?I open it and read it.

Hello kookies!!I give you a name Diaries of kook.

Seriously?is this me write this when i was young?*laughing.*

This is my first time write on this diaries.I give this diaries name is Kookies now.So when i write and mention 'kookie',its you diary.

Hahaha this is me?seriously again? Laughing again.

My name is Jeon Jeongguk,my mom and dad give me that name.It's means Stronger.Actually I'm 4 years old.I want to write that Junghyun Hyungs are proud on me because i can write well and my grammar is good.
What should i write for my past?

Suddenly the picture was split out from the diaries.There 2 girl,and 2 couple and who is the tiny boy?this is me?

"Jungkook?Can i in?",the voice out from out my room.I reply it and welcome to enter my room.

"Who are you?",i ask.I really can recognize his face.There's two man enter my room.

"I'm park Jimin and this is Taehyung..",they said.What should i call them?..

They sit next to my bed.One of them look straight the picture i hold it.I show them if me before had show them this picture.

"Jungkook,this is you when you was 2 years old.It's so cutee",said Jimin-hyung i guess.

"Are i ever show you guys this picture before?",i ask.

Jimin POV
I and taehyung enter Jungkook's room.That we always do before.I saw he was holding the picture Polaroid of his family and HaNee and HaRaa.He seems didn't know about the girl he saw in that picture.I ask for his permission to read his diaries.

"Jungkook can i read?",

He nodding.He slowly past me his diaries.

This two unnies in this picture,you know kookies..i hate them.When the unnie hit me so hard.I just accidentally make mistake.She hurt me.After that,she lying to Junghyun hyung and scold me again.I hate her.When the nice time to ask them apologies,i found some book from HaNee unnie,she was mention my name.She said why Junghyun's brother so clingy,i didn't like him.God i hate him.My heart start to hurt and in pain.They a fake.I hate them.

And this diaries has lost.I change other page and it when he leave with Dr Eun Ji.

Dr.Eun Ji has passed away today,i felt like im really in pain.I afraid when i shed my pain i will so hurt again.I better to be alone than being sociable.I hope to die.

I shouldn't show this or made him read his pain diaries.I open another chapter again

I hate my brother so much...

I quickly close the diaries and put it in my pocket.Seems like taehyung and Jungkook fell asleep together.I make my step quietly out from his room without doing any sound.I walk toward to the Namjoon-hyung.I walk down the stairs and saw Sir JunHa was doing something odds at the kitchen.I just ignore him and toward to the Namjoon-hyungs room.

Knocking his room.

The door was open.

"Park jimin-ssi?why?"

"Can we talk inside?",i ask for his permission.

Both us take our position to sit.I take my seat at the Namjoon's Hyungs bed and Namjoon-hyung just sit at his computer chair.I give him the diaries and he read all.

Namjoon-hyungs give me back the diaries and ask me to ready what did he write on his diaries.

Since you left,it seems I become a fool
I can't do anything,I live in a corner telling myself to die
I can't do anything without you,a day is so long,so long
but with what was I so busy? I made you lonely
When you said to go shopping,I grab a drink with my friends
it was easy but why couldn't I do it to you?
always I regretted being so slow but
I really was a fool until the end,I couldn't let the string with you..

"Hyungs?..what the means of this word?"

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"I don't know Jimin.."

He looks so frustration...

"We should discuss this letter okay...we had some work to do later."

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"Okay.."