New Love

Chapter 1

Jessica P.O.V.

She looked at my lips and back into my eyes. We just stared for a moment then it happened. My biggest crush finally kissed me. She moved her hands to my waste pushing me back into the wall. She bit my lip making me gasp for air and then stuck her tongue deeper down my throat. I cant lie it felt better than my boyfriend kissing me. I guess you could say this is cheating. But he could never put me in the mood like she was doing it so right. She moved her hands lower making me stand on my tippy toes trying to make her go faster but that was no use at all. I guess she wanted to take her time with me. Maybe I'm special, just maybe she finally stopped looking and found the right person which is me. Who would have known that this felt so right but ended up being so wrong.

I thought to myself if I stopped now what would she think of me? What if she would tell all of her friends that I was to weak to finish off what I started? Or even worst, tell Devon that I was messing around with her and then he breaks up with me? I didn't even want that last one to happen so I had to push her away and just look at her for a moment. She glared at me with those light brown eyes just smiling at me. "Everything okay?"

I couldn't speak. I couldn't even breath. "Jessica, talk to me what's wrong with you?" I looked down as if I was ashamed of what we were doing and then back at her. "Don't you think what we are doing is even a little bit of wrong? Like your going in as if we've been together for years and your not even noticing that I have a boyfriend or that no one knows about this situation." 

She laughed and backed away from me. "So your saying that your ashamed of me for one and two that you don't want to do this anymore when you've been begging me for weeks for this to happen. Your not even being true to yourself any more Jess. Like you cant just hit me up saying that your ready and everything and when I get here you have problem with everything or questioning what's happening in your life. So when your really ready please hit me up."

She just walked out after that and then I felt bad. How did I even let it get this far? I guess I should just let it go and maybe start over but I want her in my life. I want her to be with me and no one else. But yet, I have a boyfriend. What am I doing with my life?