New Love

Chapter 2

Jessica P.O.V.

Ever since Pray has left my house I been thinking a lot lately. Like if I should really break up with my boyfriend over her or should I just hit it one time and then leave.

I just had to call her back and at least apologize for saying what I said. She didn't even pick up the phone so of course I left a voicemail for her to listen to whenever she got a chance to. 

"Hey it's Jess. I wanted to say that I'm sorry for what happened and that I am ready for things to go to the next level between us. But I just got to figure out a way to break up with my boyfriend. Or to see if your really into me like you say you are and not playing games. So call me back whenever you get this so that we can at least talk things out. I didn't mean for it to end that way."

After I hung up the phone I just laid back in bed and looked hard at the ceiling. Just waiting for that ring.

Hours go by and yet no call. Still in the same position but now just with a cover. I had to call back to see if she was at least okay. But of course she doesn't answer the phone. 

"Pray please answer the phone, I'm trying to apologize and your not giving me a chance to. Call me back please." Then I just hung up mad.

It felt like I was being used. Kind of hurt actually. I knew we weren't going out but it was like why would she play me if she really wanted to be with me?

Now she really got me playing the guessing game with her. I called her one last time before I decided to go over to her house. And yet like I thought she didn't answer the phone. 

I got up and got dressed because she was really making me mad not answering the phone. I ran downstairs just grabbing my keys and leaving to see where she was. 

When pulled up to her house I saw that my boyfriends car was there. I did a little laugh trying to figure out why he was even over here. I got out the car and knocked on the door.

"Hey Jess, why don't you come in and have a seat. We really need to talk." Ryan said closing the door behind me. 

When I was walking in Pray was laying on her couch drinking a sprite. She looked at me and smiled. "Nice to see you again Jess." 

"Ryan what are you even doing here?"

"So now where asking questions, cool. So why is that she texted me screenshots of you sexting with her, telling her to come over to OUR house, saying that you wanted to break up with me for her? Why is that Jess? When I gave you 2 great years. 2 amazing years and yet you still want to go out and have other girls in our house. She doesn't even have a real dick Jess!!"

"And you act like your dick game is better when its not. I stayed with you for 2 years because I didn't have anywhere else to go. Ryan I do want to break up because its just not working for me anymore. Your not on my mind anymore and I'm sorry for it to have to end this way but it does. I cant keep lying to myself and my actual needs. I want you to be happy but I cant give that to you. I really hope that we could be friends."

"No Jess we cant be friends. I wish the best for you but screw you. How about you sleep here tonight." 

Pray sat up and looked at him like he was crazy. "Sorry to interrupt but shawty cant sleep here tonight. I got other plans that's starting soon so I'm going to need y'all to figure this out a different way."

"Really pray? Fine I don't need yall I can handle myself. And screw you Ryan."

I walked out the door hurting. Maybe that's what I get for playing with peoples hearts. And I guess that's how it feels to get played.