New Love

Chapter 3

Jess P.O.V

Ok so for the past few months I've been living with my parents and my sister. I'm not going to lie, I miss Ryan and yet I want the worst things to happen to him. I miss Pray but again she didn't want me cause she had other hoes. So I guessed everything worked out in the end. I guess they were right maybe I am a total fuck up and I don't know how to be loyal.

"Jess hunny your food is ready and it's on the table for you." I walked down stairs and saw my mom setting the rest of the table. "Hey mom, is it bad that I miss Pray? Because it like all I honestly think about"

"No sweetie, its perfectly normal to miss someone that you like or even maybe love. But the question is why like or love someone when you already have a good thing going for you?"

"It's different you know? Like say dad loves you right, with all of his might then all of sudden that love transfers into another person. You get attached but he didn't mean to. He starts spending less time with you and spends more time with the other person. How would that make you feel. If Ryan truly loves me he'll let me go and let me go and he'll find someone new and better."

"Jessica Winston Ryan has loved you since 7th grade and you want to go out with a girl? Stop being childish and go apologize to him and he will take you back. And leave this Pray child alone. She doesn't even care about you. And since when did you even like girls. You never did that and your not going to start now."

I looked at my mom like she was stupid. "First of all you don't know the actual truth. I've always liked girls and if you cant realize that then I guess I can just out of your house. Second of all Ryan doesn't even really love me. He just wants someone to call his but again if you can realize that then I guess I can just get out of your house." I got up and went back to my room and packed my shit and left. At this point I don't care exactly where I go as long as I'm safe. Fuck this shit.