Love Letters (G.D x J.C)

10

January 3rd, 2017

Dear Grayson,

I came home yesterday, and I can't believe what happened. I shouldn't have come over to your house, but Emma really wanted to film a video.

Guess who had to ruin it. Molly!

I've snapped. I can't handle these... incriminating stares! She's constantly judging me, and I can't stand it! I just can't.

So I confronted her, but instead of supporting me like I thought you would... you turned against me.

When I needed you the most, you left me behind. Like I was some sort of piece of trash.

"Stop staring at me like that!" I yelled, breaking the silence between us all.

You couldn't handle that.

"What the fuck, James?" you yelled back.

"Yeah, what the fuck," she said.

I could see it in her eyes. She was happy. She had finally broken me. My heart, mind, body, and soul had broken into millions of little pieces. You had just done the same.

"You're just always staring at me, and judging me I just can't-"

That's when I felt it. A sharp stinging pain on my eye. You had punched me.

"Just- shut up!" you said.

I closed my eyes, and felt the tears well in my eyes. It was just so random, and unexpected. I would have never assumed you would do something like this.

"Woah bro, that was kind of-" Ethan started, but I interrupted him.

I didn't say anything, I just walked away. I heard you try and say something, but I didn't care. The only thing I was focused on was getting out of there without crying.

I hate this.

I hate you.

From,
James.