The shattered dream

Alone

I ain't no just another guy
U meet on the road
I'm the one who came to u
when u were all alone

I never knew it could come out to be this bad,
This or that,tit or tat
Whatever u thought is right
U just believed in that

I gave out everything I could
Even if it meant my death
But u won't realize it
Even if I was at my last breath

It stings me ,
It hurts me ,
Directly, indirectly
It kills me
This insecurity in me
Is building a whole new world in me

I'm knew I was destroying myself
Running after you, maybe
I was living my life better
Without u & more happily

See I know u didn't like me
I always knew your priorities,
But still I fought for u
And kept aside my all responsibilities

I know things aren't that good
as they used to be between us now,
It's maybe cos u chose to go for someone else,
Or something maybe I don't know,but now

Your venom's spreading inside me
But that's the way it's now
I guess our paths are different,
Or it's the destiny, we just found

Maybe my destiny points away from u
Maybe it ain't that interesting now
But all I know is I'm not come back to u
Not gonna come back around

This is everything I found
Everything running around,
Back to that catestrophy,
Back to that same old me, clown

I want things to go back to Normal
I want things to be cleared now,
I won't let u make me angry anymore,
Don't make me frown

It's this part of my life
That I've seen till now
Im ain't your doll no more,
Your opinions Don't make sense now

Believe me or not
Uve made me more Stronger than I've ever been,
It's not physically
It's mentally
Now I see the world more practically

Now don't ever try to ruin my life
I've seen everything I had too see ,
Your presence won't effect me ,
I'll much happier, that's what I can guarantee