The shattered dream

Feelings

I’ve been working hard

Every now and then,

But I’m still stuck in this position I’m in

Trying my luck as far as I can

But I’m failing In every step that I plan

To get up, but it’s too much for me,

To take up, everything I see,

To notice it, my ego’s just inflaming me

See, that’s why no-one can understand me ,

So I decided to express me,

With these word , as much as I can

& show myself like I’m a diagram

But it’s quite different from the point u see

& it’s too much for u to be,

A person , that can feel,

The depth in my words, so they can feel supreme

& it feels so cinematic,

I feel so poetic,

I feel like I'm an addict,

To write, and it's so static,

But I need to stop myself ,

Before I do something tragic