Kash $

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(Author's Note: Things in school are starting to slow down a bit so I'll be writing alot more. <3 And I might turn this into a full story soon.)

 

She said it feels like her very first time

She said it feels like her very first time...

 

KASHA'S (KASH) POV

I had her right where I wanted her. Chloe smiled up at me, blushed, and looked away once she had seen that I was already staring at her.

"Why you keep looking at me, Kash?"

I smirked at her and continued walking her home. She was so innocent. With me being 19 and her only 14, I felt like a damn pedophile. But a promise is a promise. I almost felt bad for agreeing to go through with it, though.

"Because you're beautiful as hell."

Her eyes brightened up like she believed me.

Fuck. I can't go through with this.

My phone vibrated twice signaling a text from my little sister, Sinai.

Sinai : Did you get her in bed yet?

I looked at Chloe to make sure she wasn't paying any attention. She wasn't. She was scrolling through her twitter timeline.

Kasha : I'm walking her home now. I don't know about this anymore. I can't hurt her this way. She's too sweet.

Sinai : Stop being a pussy. You agreed that you would pretend to like her, fuck her, then leave her. That's the agreement. She broke my heart so you're gonna break hers.

I shook my head in disbelief at my sister's twisted mind.

Kasha : fine

I looked up and noticed that we were almost at her front door. She grabbed my hand and unlocked it, walking in first. Peeking my head inside, I saw that her parents were nowhere in sight.

"Make yourself comfortable. My folks are in Vegas for the weekend."

I felt her gazing at me as I sat on her couch and kicked off my Gamma 11s. When I looked back up, she was still staring. It wasn't a normal stare, it was the type that you give to someone you're falling for.

Fuck.

She smiled, snapping out of her trance, and walked towards me. For her to only be 14, she had a body on her. My mind drifted a bit as she sat next to me. Her deep brown eyes were full of love while mine were clouded with lust.

"Can I use your bathroom?"

She nodded. "You know you can. Down the hall, last door on the left."

I jumped up and made my way towards the bathroom. Turning on the light, I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I ran my fingers through my curly, blonde hair.

"I can't believe I'm doing this shit."

After all the heartbreaks I've had over the years, here I am toying with Chloe's heart. Well, it's now or never. I can't disappoint Sinai.

I washed my hands and face before making my way back to the living room.

Chloe smiled at me with those pretty ass lips. "What took you so long I-"

I cut her off by smashing my lips into hers. She gave in quickly, wrapping her arms around my neck. I traced her bottom lip with my tongue before aggressively tackling her neck.

Her moans rung in my hear, driving me crazy. I unbuckled her jeans, sliding my hands inside. She broke away and swatted at my hands.

"Kash, I don't know about this.."

I mentally sighed. "Don't you love me?" I felt like a complete douche bag. I knew she loved me, but I never loved her.

She nodded slowly, placing my hand back inside her pants. My insides heated back up. "Just take care of me, Kash. I'm a virgin."

My brain, heart, and soul stopped.

I stared at her. "You're a w-what?"

"A virgin." she said, softly.

I sat up. I couldn't do her like this. She's a virgin for crying out loud!

"Chloe, I can't. I'm sorry, I'll hit you up later."

I pulled my shoes back on and made my way towards the front door.

"Wait, Kash -"

I closed the door behind me and jogged down the porch. Whipping out my phone, I dialed Sinai's number. She answered a little too fast for me.

"Are you done, yet?"

"I never started. She's a fucking virgin. I'm not about to do her like that. You're sick as hell."

I hung up and made my way towards my apartment, feeling like the better person.

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