You woke up with a groan and confused. You were in your bed but you remembered being with Kun and taeyong. You were in hell of a lot of pain but you tried to stand up but your legs were in too much pain.
You were so confused on why you were in so much pain but then it hit you. All the memories of yesterday. Being cut all around your body , being pushed onto the floor , being kicked , being told you were a fag. Being with taeyong and kun who told you what you hated but had to accept.
Everything rushed into your head and you started shaking so much and you started crying. You forced yourself to get up. You were trying not to make any noise because it was still 4:38 in the morning but with every step you took it felt like you were sounding out the whole dorm.
You walked in pain to the bathroom where you turned on the lights and had to get your eyes to adjust to the bright light and once they did you looked in the mirror only to get shocked by how bad it was.
You looked incredibly tired and fatigued. You had a full deep scar from the corner of your eye down to your cheek. You had so much little cute on your face and a purplish-blue bruise on your other cheek.
You started shaking and tears started falling down your eyes. You started hyperventilating. You tried calming yourself down but you couldn't.
You opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed your pills and poured out 9 onto your hand.
"Love it's hyunjin are you ok"
You couldn't answer because you were too busy contemplating if you should take all the pills and end your suffering here. Hyunjin took that as a sign and quickly opened the door and saw the pills in your hand. He went over to you on the floor with your knees to your chest and with pills in your hand. He sat down in front of you and stared at you.
"Nina please don't do it" he said with his voice shaking.
"Hyunjin I want to end my suffering it hurts to live." You say with tears falling
He wastes no time pulling you into a hug and forcing you to drop the pills.
"Love there's so much more ways to get through what your going through please don't do it. You have so much people who need you" Hyunjin says
"Why do you care about me. Why did you stop me from ending my pain and suffering." you say bluntly
"Because I love you. I really do."
Once those words came out of hyunjins mouth you stayed there in shock. You didn't now what to say. You couldn't deny that you did also love hyunjin but there was so much stuff that was surrounding your head at that moment your brain went into autopilot and took control and you ran out of the bathroom and went back to your room got your phone and keys and left the dorm. You needed to clear your mind and the only way to do that for you was to be alone.
"Hwang hyunjin what are you doing to me"
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