Stray kids little sister

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Today the music video for Nina's solo mini album released today.

Time
In the official post it said that the music video would release at April 2nd. But it was decided among the staff and Nina to April fool everyone and release it on April 1. The reasoning behind that was to remember the childhood playfulness we all had

|Past|

Story
The song was titled past. It was about the story of Nina having a normal happy childhood until she was 7 when things took a change. Her mother started abusing her and coming home from work late intoxicated and on drugs. The story is about Nina saying "where did the old loving side of you go" and "this isn't what we had before".
The song was a plead for the past caring , loving and motherly version of her mom. But she hid that meaning in what sounds like a stereotypical love song but in reality it's far from that.

Music video
The music video followed the theme of the song but instead of a "real" music video she wanted it to be a look back at the past. It was her in a bunch of the old places her mother had dragged her and abused her at. It was all the places that left hurtful and bad marks in her heart. She wanted it to be very real. She wanted to show her true emotions. And some tears fell but that's what she wanted in it. Later on towards the end of the music video she is seen in an abandoned brick house.
She is seen inside it and she touches the wall with writings on it. Some writings said "your not good enough" and "if your mother never loved you who will". (Which is later found out that the house was her old home when she was being abused. And the wall with words was her bedroom wall. And all the words is what she wrote). She is seen breaking into tears and after a scene is shown she of the full music video on a phone screen. It is after shown that it is hyunjins phone and they are on a beach on a rock and once the music video is about to end hyunjin pulls Nina into a kiss

Outfits
For the whole mv she is only wearing 2 outfits. In the first half she is seen wearing a black maxi dress and gladiator sandals. And in the second half she is wearing another maxi dress but is white and she is barefoot. Her hair was dyed a dirty blonde and in both outfits she had her hair down

Lyrics

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Neon daleun saeng-gaghal ttae geu pyojeong-i neomu ppeonhae
Nan da al suga iss-eo it's not an ordinary day

Nunchiga ppaleuji anhdeolado neon neomu algi swibge boyeojuni jan-inhane

Nal ginjanghage mandeuneun yeminhamdo
Gaseum-eul jjileuneun neoui soljighamdo
Wae naegeman haedang dwae it's too unfair

I'm not easy nan geuleon geo silh-eohae
Johge majchwojun geoji neol deo joh-ahan geoji (naboda)

Imi nae ma-eumdo byeonhaegane
Neoege gadwodun nal kkeonae beos-eonallae

Too late too late
You're so stupid stupid
No way no way it's not easy

Gip-eojineun saeng-gag-e oeloum-i dulyeowossne
Ijen beotil su iss-eo it's just an ordinary day

Saebyeogkkaji jamdeul su eobsdeolado neol chaj-ji anh-eullae joh-ajil ge manh-a all day

Cham ttagttaghan neoui maltudo
Swibge ijhyeojineun sumanh-eun yagsogdo
Wae naegeman haedang dwae it's too unfair

I'm not easy nan geuleon geo silh-eohae
Johge majchwojun geoji neol deo joh-ahan geoji (naboda)

Imi nae ma-eumdo byeonhaegane
Neoege gadwodun nal kkeonae beos-eonallae

Ani ani beos-eonaji ma baby nae salang-eun yeojeonhanikka
Neoe daehan nae salang-eun eolyeonhanikka
Naega gaegujaeng-iedaga sagomungchideolado
Ttag han beon-ui gihoega deo issgil bala
Nae simjang-ui ju-in-eun neoigil bala
Neoleul swiun yeojalago saeng-gag an hae
Geuleonikka nae mal-eun mianhae jalhalge salanghae salanghae

I'm not easy nan geuleon geo silh-eohae
Johge majchwojun geoji neol deo joh-ahan geoji (naboda)

Imi nae ma-eumdo byeonhaegane
Neoege gadwodun nal kkeonae beos-eonallae

Too late too late
You're so stupid stupid
No way no way it's not easy

[english]

Your face when you're thinking about something else is so obvious
I know everything, it's not an ordinary day

You're not quick-witted
But you show yourself so easily, it's so cruel

Your sensitivity that makes me nervous
Your honesty that pierces my heart
Why does it only pertain to me? It's too unfair

I'm not easy, I don't like that stuff
I just went along with you, I just liked you more (than myself)

My heart is already changing
I wanna take myself out from being trapped in you and escape

too late too late
you're so stupid stupid
no way no way it's not easy

Deeper thoughts made me afraid of loneliness
Now I can just take it, it's just an ordinary day

Even though I can't sleep till dawn
I won't look for you
There's a lot to look forward to, all day

Your blunt words
All the promises that were easily forgotten
Why does it only pertain to me? It's too unfair

I'm not easy, I don't like that stuff
I just went along with you, I just liked you more (than myself)

My heart is already changing
I wanna take myself out from being trapped in you and escape

No, don't escape baby, cuz my love is still the same
My love for you is certain
Even though I'm a jokester and trouble maker
I hope you'll give me one more chance
I hope you'll be the master of my heart
I don't think you're an easy woman
So what I'm saying is, I'm sorry, I'll be better
I love you, I love you

I'm not easy, I don't like that stuff
I just went along with you, I just liked you more (than myself)

My heart is already changing
I wanna take myself out from being trapped in you and escape

too late too late
you're so stupid stupid
no way no way it's not easy

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The song I used is
Wheein from mamamoo - easy
Stan mamamoo , Stan queens

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