Bad Boy? More Like Softie

Chapter 19

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I walked home. Alone. In the rain.

It sounds. So cliché but it's true it was raining and I had no umbrella so when I got home I was beyond soaked.

But you know what? I didn't care all I was paying attention to was the pain in my chest.

Is this what heartbreak feels like?  Does it ever go away? 

I walked into my room and went into the shower.  But of course I undressed first,  I maybe be heartbroken but I'm not stupid.

I took a very nice hot very needed shower.  I decided on putting on some gray sweatpants and and a white tank top.  My hair is in a messy bun.

I looked around my room and a photo caught my attention.  I walked over and held it in my hands.

It was a photo of me,  Adrian, Josh and Jane. I was so passed I almost ripped it but like I said before I'm not stupid.

I went to my closet and grabbed my escape.

Jax's guitar.

He loves this guitar.  I had gotten it for him for his birthday and he loved it. I remember how happy he was when he saw that was his gift. He literally treated me like a princess for months.

I started singing 'White Horse' by Taylor Swift.

Say you're sorry

That face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

As I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on

The days drag on

Stupid girl,

I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus:]

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,

Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

Maybe I was naïve,

Got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

My mistake, I didn't know to be in love

You had to fight to have the upper hand

I had so many dreams

About you and me

Happy endings

Now I know

[Chorus:]

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,