Genre: Angst
Tw: anxiety + depression + schizophrenia + suicideA/n sorry x
Stephen's pov
I held my legs up to my chest as I rocked myself gently on my bed which could also pass as a pile of bricks, I breathed in and out as voices conversed in my head.
They all seemed to tell me not to sleep, I don't deserve to sleep so I won't. I think as I count how many days I'd been here, in this place I mean.
It'd been a while, that's what I knew I was broken and they thought it'd be best to put me here to be fixed.
I placed my hands on my head as they kept getting louder "stop, stop please be quiet!" I screamed as nothing seemed to stop. I felt tears run down my face, my eyes stinging from the frequent scenarios like this.
I heard footsteps as I curled up onto the mattress. I heard the door open as I squeezed my eyes shut as tight as I could, because then maybe I could disappear. You wouldn't see me, but now I think about it I'm glad you did.
You ran over to me you told me it was ok, and I told you that you were here to hurt me, it always went that way, you frowned and asked "why would I do that? You're here to get better we can't have any of that".
So I turned reluctantly around and opened my eyes and you smiled and softly said "hi" I looked at you and you sat down, "you might as well sleep on the ground" he said as I guess he agreed the bed wasn't the comfiest.
I thought for a moment, I was confused you comforted me like none of the others bothered to do. You opened your arms and said to me "I'm Will and I'm guessing you're Stephen?"
I nodded my head with uncertainty as you moved slightly closer to me, I decided to take a leap of faith and fall into your arms which I eventually decided was my safeplace.
You came back a few times again when I needed a friend, until it stopped and I got better even when I needed you more than ever.
You left me, you broke me, it's all your fault even though I'm the one who made you up.
Will Lenny wasn't real he was made in my head, and that hurt worse than anything else could ever. So I took the pills and went to bed. Tomorrow would be different, better said the voices that had stayed in my head.
A/n gunna work on this book for a while 🐦 <3
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