But angsty but not really
I feel like this one is more realistic even though it's not
Tw: mentions of rape? like it's not extreme it's just inferred but you can perceive it how you want to.
Will's pov
I fucked up, I knew I'd fucked up again he looks at us his eyes glazing over, watering. But he wasn't going to cry not right now anyway "g-get out" he says holding back tears, I could tell.
George pulls on his clothes on, both of us avoiding eye contact as he left with his head down. As he passed by Stephen he looked up at him and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything. What could he say? "I-I'm sorry" he said his voice cracking.
"Don't even bother, I'm so sick of being lied to I trusted you" he says quietly, quickly wiping his eyes with his sleeves to not let any tears fall.
"I'm just disappointed in both of you" he sighs softly "I'll- I'll text you ok?" George says sniffing. "Yeah we'll be ok eventually we'll have to be everything will be fine" Stephen smiles sadly as George let out a shaky breath, nodding before leaving.
He then turned to me and looked at me, I immediately felt more guilty than before as he walked over to the bed and sat in front of me.
"Why?" He asked as I sighed "You, you never do anything with me" I say blankly I know I sound like a knob but it's true.
"You could've told me you know instead of cheating on me, again and besides you always go too rough" he says obviously hurt his cheeks red. But I know he wouldn't leave me or cut off George, we're all he's got and this somehow makes the situation worse. He's too nice for his own good, always trusts people too easily.
"That's fair but maybe you should pay attention to my needs once and awhile instead of making excuses" I say knowing I was making things worse.
"Maybe you should listen to me when I tell you to stop huh? ever thought about that? Ever thought about respecting my decisions or feelings?" He suddenly shouts, Stephen didn't shout. Sometimes for skits or jokes but apart from that he was quiet and outspoken.
"You know I'm sorry for that I didn't ever want to hurt you like that, but I was drunk it wasn't completely my fault" I defend myself. "and you say I'm the one making excuses" he asks sighing.
"Look I think this isn't going to work we've had our time and it was good, it was so good but I think we need to go our own ways now?". I say scooting forward to hold both his hands in mine. I love Stephen I really do, but I can't keep hurting him like this. Can't keep messing up this bad.
"Will n-no" he stutters clutching my hands tightly "I can do better, I'll do anything just please don't" He begs "Stephen calm down please" I say as he sobs.
"C'mere Ste" I sigh as I hold my arms out, he quickly moves between my arms. Sitting between my legs as I lean as I lean against the wall, him he resting against me.
I wrap my arms around his waist, tears running down my face I couldn't leave Stephen, no I couldn't. I just needed to change, to work on my self and sure it sound like the typical "I promise I'll change" bullshit but I really did need to work on myself.
I squeeze Stephen tightly as he plays with my fingers sniffling "Stephen baby?" I ask "Y-Yeah?" He replies, I can tell he's scared of what I'm going to say but it's for the best, right now anyway.
"I-I think we should take a break" I say sighing shakily, he stays quiet waiting for me to continue "I need to work on myself to be the best for you, I can't stand hurting you anymore" I tell him feeling more tears fall down my face.
"I love you Stephen I love you so much, I love your cute ears and ginger hair. You're so adorable and caring and it honestly hurts so much when I hurt you, you don't deserve that so I hope you understand why were doing this?"
I ask as he turns around."It hurts to think of not being near you for a while at least not as a couple but I respect your decision, just come back to me ok?" He asks wiping my tears away with his thumb.
"Always" I nod, we spend the rest of the night with each other. Watching dumb movies, eating poptarts and ramen noodles but as friends. We invited George so we could start mending what we broke. Things will be better next try, or at least I hope.
A/n Yéeeéeet I almost cried writing this I dunno why. Maybe because I'm an emotional wreck, probably.
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