Genre: Angst
Tw: Suicide + depression but
also ocd1,2,3,4
Times I turn the lights on and off
1,2,3,4
I count when I can't sleep
1,2,3,4
Times I tried to call
1,2,3,4
Calls you ignore
1,2,3,4
Cuts I make
1,2,3,4
Steps I take
1,2,3,4
Off the edge
1,2,3,4
Over the ledge
Everything is out of place and nothing really makes sense. 1,2,3,4 that's how I know it's real.
You strung me along and broke my heart, you act like I don't exist or like I never did.
He got sad, depressed and couldn't seem to get out of bed. He didn't need food or water I just wanted you but you said that's the one thing you couldn't do.
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"Stephen! Fucks sake, let us in!" Will shouted in hopes of getting to the fragile boy he knew he broke.
Stephen wanted so badly to let him in but he couldn't. He was disgusting in his opinion, didn't deserve him.
He kept banging on the door "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Ste" He heard a broken cry from the other side of the door.
Now he was sorry, that made sense now he realized there was a consequence to everything he did.
1,2,3,4 Stephen breathed in and out, he needed to collect his thoughts."The key is where it used to be" the strawberry blonde boy said regretting it immediately.
He opened it quickly, his breathing fast and shaky. "Jesus fucking christ Stephen what've you done?" He asked as he observed the surroundings, it was dark and messy not like how it used to be.
But he could still see the blood soaking into his bedsheets, the number of cuts doesn't determine the damage is something Will learnt that day.
4 cuts? Sure nothing Stephen hadn't handled before, they weren't as deep as the ones Will left. But that was something he still didn't seem to see.
"L-let's get you cleaned up" his face was pale at the sight of Stephen "I know it was my fault but what did I do? I never wanted to hurt you"
Stephen tried to smile, "it's me, it's not you I'm just a mess you can leave and I'm sorry" Will was confused, Will didn't know what to do, Will left after helping Stephen clean up the red.
1,2,3,4
Times I turn the lights on and off
1,2,3,4
I count when I can't sleep
1,2,3,4
Times I tried to call
1,2,3,4
Calls you ignore
1,2,3,4
Cuts I make
1,2,3,4
Steps I take
1,2,3,4
Off the edge
1,2,3,4
Over the ledge
Will couldn't believe Stephen was gone, Will couldn't do anything he couldn't get out of bed. He was sad, depressed, Stephen the love of his life was dead.
A/n F-fluff next? If so I agree 🐦👌<3
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