21st Century Nihilist

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If I could zip back,
Rewinding the meandering coils
Of time,
I'd be a jittery lamb again.
A lamb, blinded by hours
Basking in sunlight.

I was a fool to let the
Blindfold slip.

When my naked eyes were fully
Coated with the venom,
I plunged into a different kind of
Blindness.

Blindness, the cackle of sadism that
Pushed me into a windowless room.

A rigged board game that
Forces me to play every day,
With the promise of
Never crossing the finish line.

A distant scream,
Muffled beneath the heavy hand of
Of a corrupt entity

A polluted wind of a factory,
Chilling every bone,
Every organ,
Every thought,
Whirling glass shards
Of pulverized dreams

A beast that sends you reeling
With every blow,
Landing punches before you
Can come up for air.

A guttural voice,
Urging another
Razor-etched drawing,
Flaying myself alive.

A tear in the quilt,
A crack in the cornerstone,
A silhouette that threatens to
Walk in human shoes.

A search for my
Lost
Head.

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