Chapter 4

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"Hi guys" Said Zayn as he stepped down the stairs. "Hi" the boys said in unison. I stood up immediately, "Zayn, we need to talk"

Zayn' POV

I knew what he wants to talk about.  Something I don't wanna hear for my entire life. We walked outside the house and sat on the coffee table.

"Zayn, Listen-"

"No. Don't say it. I know we've changed a bit.. Gimmie a little more times to fix things up.." My voice started to shaking, "Please.."

He looked straight to me, his eyes unreadable, "Zayn... But-"

"I know we can work it out somehow. Just wait. I love you so much"

There we fell into a comfortable silence. Honestly, I wasn't sure about my feelings at this time. But I've been with him for 2 years. It's really hard to let him go. I've seen Louis messed up 2 years ago after broke up with Hazza. Yeah, he was with Louis. But they had problems... that exactly like what we had lately.

After the broke up, Lou was drinking A LOT. He cried like every fucking night. He could get over it after 2 months. It wasn't easy. He almost killed him self. And I was the one who found him when he did it. I saved him, then I took Harry, but he said he's fine cause he moved on to Niall. But I could saw hurts in his eyes. And the other side, I'm in love with Harry so much. So I pretended to never know he was hurting. Did I do the right thing? well, past is a past.

If I break up with Harry, I knew I can never stand to see him back with Louis or have another boy. I just can't. But It seemed like he doesn't love me like 2 years ago. or do I? Who's wrong? me? him? Louis? Niall? or even Liam? Man, I screwed up.

"ZAYN!" I snapped back as the shouted

"Um, sorry, zoned out a bit"

"So, what should we do now? Do you think we still works?"

I silent, tried to absorb the question

"Cause I honestly think we don't" He whispered, barely audible, but still I heard him.

I quickly glance at him in shock. Tears running down my cheeks. Gosh, am I the girl here..

"Really Harry? You wanna broke up with me just because a fucking sudden distance? How could you possibly take a decision so fast? I don't even found the main problem yet. Like, what made us getting far? Is it YOU avoiding me, or me avoiding you? Or is it a third person? Or this is just something simple that we made it a big deal? There's so much questions in my head that I've been trying to figure out all the times. Don't you have those questions in your mind? Or you actually a slut that doesn't even care about my feelings? Or you have never seriously in a relationship with me from the first time? You only playing me? You dump Louis cause you think it's cool? Or ME? Or me the one to be blamed? What did I do wrong? I almost broke our friendship by took you from Louis JUST because I love you. But you wanna throw me away just because ONE freaking goddamn loveless sex? You don't even have a plan to fix this up. I AM the only one who rack my brains over this. I want our beautiful love life with happy ending. but you?" I said shakily, wasn't giving him a chance to cut me off. Tears fell down like a crazy. I couldn't stop those tears.

He took my hand, "I can't answer those" He said already crying, "but I wanna let you know that I love you"

"Do you think it works on me? OMFG harry I'm a grown up man. You can't get me with that meaningless words. I. WANT. THE. ANSWER"

"Okay okay, let's just calm the things down. Let's give it a time. Maybe we can figure it out somehow. I'll wait, and FYI, I also rack my brains over this. I'm not a slut as you said I am. I'm a slut for you"

"Are you serious?"

"This isn't kind of times to be kidding"

"Okay then, let's just watch how things goes"

"So, we're cool?" He putted his hand on the both of my cheeks, pulled me closer.

I formed a faint smile, "Yes, hun" He kissed my forehead and let his lips stayed there a while and murmured "I'm sorry" on my skin.

"It's okay" I said, lower than I planned.

Then we got inside the house and found no one in the living room. Seems like Nouis in their room. But I had no Idea where the hell is Liam.

Liam's POV

I was at the balcony, watched the drama from there. I wasn't enjoying it, at all. I was afraid they're really breaking up. But now I could sigh in relief as the two of them agreed to give it a time.

As  they got inside the house, I quickly went downstairs. They must be wondering where I was going. And my grandma's quote was right, "Rushing just lead to failure". I tripped from the stairs and made the two wondering boys looked at me instantly.

"Fuck!" I shouted as I got up on my feet, glad I'm fine.

"OMG, Li, what the fuck are you doing?"

"I'm trippin', you dumb" I stroke my bum.

"Pheww, glad the floor's fine" Said Harry, fake relief

"wtf Harry, it's not funny" I said, glare at him

"Hahahaha I'm kidding, love. I'm so glad you didn't crack your bum"

We all laughed in unison. I didn't even found something funny about it. But whatever.. seeing my brothers laughed just make me wants to laugh along. I love them so much. I don't want any single problem ruin our friendship. But I'm afraid it will if they can't make things up and broke up.

"Geez, Dad, you creep me out. Don't watch me like that"

Shit. I didn't even realize I watch Zayn as my thoughts zoned me out.

"Hahaha, just realize my brother is beautiful" I said, tried to find a reason.

"I know right" Said Harry, smiled at Zayn warmly.

I just hope they really were good. I hate when they pretended in front of me. I had to know the truth behind every problem from each one of them. Yea I know I sounds like an overprotective Daddy. But they could never face their problems right alone.

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