Chapter 7

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Harry's POV

"LOUIS!" Shouted Niall and Liam constantly. What happened with him? I somehow felt it has to do with me. Niall looked so panick and wanted to chase him. Me and Zayn instantly looked at Tony who obviously having trouble processing this. I snapped my finger and he was a little bit taken back. "Uh,?" He said confusedly. I mouthed 'close the interview'. He studied me and finally got it. "Uh, so yeah, that's it for today's interview. Thank you so much to One Direction for coming over" He said in general tone, like nothing ever happened. Me and Zayn move closer to the mike and said "You're welcome" in unison.

After Tony pushed the 'offline' button, me and Niall got up and ran at the same time. We stoped in front of the room's door as we realized we chase the same person, "Harry? What are you doing?!" Said Niall

"Find Lou, of course!"

"Well, why?"

"Because I'm his boy... best friend!"

"Yeah, and I AM his boy friend. You should go back to the room and calm Liam and Zayn"

"But I'm his ex!"

"And it's the prove that you shouldn't find him. You're just his past, Haz. Face it"

I felt pang in my chest. I stayed quiet, lost words. He started to run again but somehow I found my courage to grasp his hand, "Wait" I said, a little bit shaking. He turned around and looked at me shock. I didn't understand why until I felt my cheeks wet. I was crying..? "Please, just one more time. I need to talk with him" I really didn't know where those words come from. I didn't even know what the fuck I need to talk about with Lou. His expression suddenly change. It was unreadable.

"Fine. But don't hurt him again" He said sternly

"Okay" I said as I wipe my tears. I somehow felt happy to know that I can search for Lou. He went back inside the room. Some memories just hit my head harshly.

-Flashback-

"Hi, what are you doing here alone?" I asked a guy in the bathroom at The X Factor

"Hi, I'm just... afraid" He said as he turned and revealed his tears, I wasn't expacting any cry, so I was a little bit startled

"What made you afraid?" I asked as I touched his shoulder

"I'm afraid I can't through the bootcamp. I really need this for my family. I can't let them down" He said between his sob

"Shushh, don't cry. Everyone afraid to loose. And you can't blame yourself for it. Well, I'm actually afraid, too. But things will just goes fast. Please, enjoy this competition while you're still in it. Don't cry for something that doesn't even happen yet" I said firmly. He wiped his tears and smiled

"Well, I guess you're right. Thank you so much. I'm Louis Tomlinson anyway. I always come to the bathroom whenever I'm upset or afraid"

"You're welcome. Oh, I'm Harry Styles"

-End of the flashback-

"Bathroom!" I said to myself as I run towards the bathroom and started to knock it, "Lou?" He didn't respones, "Louis??" I tried once again and waited. I heard footsteps and sound of the key being clicked. I began to nervous suddenly. I opened the door and found him slumped on the bathroom floor crying his eyeballs out. I closed the door behind me, "Hi, What are you doing here alone?" I took the line from the flashback. He suddenly snapped back. I guess, he remembered it as well. I walked towards him and touched his shoulder, but he took it off, "Please stop Harold, stop making my hopes up" He said. I totally didn't understand, "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "Don't you see it?!" He snapped. "Frankly, no" I said like a complete idiot. "Really?" He asked confused. "Seriously"

"Harold, listen, I still love you. I never even change before or after the break up. I still love you and I always will. But you never get it. And you never even love me back. Our relationship 2 years ago was just an experiment. You don't know how mess you've made me. I'm screwing up, Har. I tried to get over it but I never did. I just pretended to be fine"

"So you and Niall?" I cut him

"I'm not sure yet. I mean, after the break up, I love him so much cause he's the one who always there for me. But that doens't mean I'm stop loving you. It actually hurt to know the one you love never love you back. You don't know how it feels since you always the one who dump people. I actually hurt when the first time I know you and Zayn are dating. It hurts.. MUCH. I almost killed myself for it until Zayn saved me. Why did he save me?! Why don't he just let me die so I can't bother yours and his relationship? Why he saved me just to see him taking you just after we broke up? I know he didn't mean to hurt me, but that's just has to be that way. The biggest question that never answered is why I have to need someone who never need me?" He said with sob and I felt crack in my heart.

We were just quiet. I tried to absorb everything he said. Tears started to stream down my cheeks as I now know the truth; I still love him too. I always do.

"Sorry to spill it out and made you confuse, but you asked. So yeah, thank you for ever coming into my life" With that, he left me there crying.

Why I realize it now?

Why I'm so stupid?

How come I didn't see it?

Why can't I feel it?

Why did I dump him?

Just if I can go back to 2 years ago

I would never let him go

But it's to late

He has Niall, I have Zayn

We can't just get back together and hurts our bestfriend

This all my fault

Totally mine

Louis' POV

I ran to the interview room. I opened the door and quickly ran to Niall, grasp his hand and went out with him. I took a glance to Tony, Liam and Zayn who looks completely confused and shock. I took Niall to the back exit and find a taxi. I told the driver the adress, and he quickly drove us off. "Louis! What happened? Why are you crying?" He asked panickly. "I'm fine. Nothing happened. Just please calm"

"Calm? How the fuck, Lou. What did Harry do to you?! Is he hurting you?!"

I snapped at his name being mentioned, "um,-"

"This boy needs a lesson" He clenched his fist

"NO! Please, don't beat him out, it's not his fault!"

He looked at me confused and we fell into a silent. I couldn't let my own fucking problem destroy our friendship and the band. So I decided to choose the best for us,

"We're moving out"

AAAAAAAA!!!!!! I hate and love this chapter! vomenttan!!!

~Belinda <3

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