Get This Right (A Ziall/Larry Fanfic)

Chapter 10

So. This chappie dedicated to @ThisIsYourMother cause she's the very first comment after 9 chapters long :') Thanks for comment babe :'D ENJOYYY!! <3 u

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Zayn's POV

Once again...

I couldn't hear it again...

For the fuckin second time, I stop him... for saying those break up words

I ran... I ran away from them, my brothers and my boyfriend... or, ex-boyfriend? I don't know..

I found a park, it wasn't the usual park near our house. It was somewhere I never came to before, but it's beautiful. I sat on the edge of a fountain and started to splashed the water randomly. I soak my feet inside the fountain and watched my reflection on the water. Here came another deep thoughts.

Why am I so stupid?

Why I love this Harry fuckin styles so much?

Why can't I just accept the truth that he NEVER did love me?

I'm just his cover.. Why didn't I see it?

He loves Louis. Forever. Why am I so idiot!!!!

I splashed the water harder and suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. OH MY GOD. I just wished it's Haz.

"Zayn?"

I felt a pang on my chest. It wasn't Hazza. It was Nialler. Not that I don't like him, but I expected Harry to apologize and took his words back, saying 'I Love You', then thenn thennnnn... OMFG ENOUGH ZAYN.

"Can I sit here?" The blondie said as he pat a space besides me.

I simply nodded, keep watching my reflection. I somehow felt he rolled up his jeans and jump besides me, made his feet splashes the water and hits me. "Heyyyy!!!!" I said and turned around to glare at him.

I accidentally caught his eyes. Those ocean deep blue eyes had all of my attention. I lost in it. I saw so much emotions. He hid something, but tried to keep smile, laugh and pretended to be happy. I saw sacrifice, hurt, unrevealed feelings, hidden tears and so much more uncertainty.

"Hahahaha you sucka!!!!" That irish blonde prick just laughed my face off and I didn't do anything about it.

I couldn't even divert my attention, it's all on his blue-yellowy orbs that hid everything and somehow made me wants to know more about him. I wanted to know his secrets. I mean, we're brother and we've been through the same thing, I guess it's fair enough if he spill it out to me, I'd absolutely understand.

I heard his laughter slowly fade and concern back to his eyes. "Zayn" he called me and frowned. Then he suddenly closed his eyes which made me back to reality. "Yea what? Sorry zoned out.." He constantly rubbed his eyes, "Is there anything in my eyes?! Why did you stare at it that way?! You freaked me out!!!!" here came my revange, "HAHAHAHAHAA who's the sucker now?! There's nothing in there!" I tried my best to laugh my freakin ass off. He pouted and opened his eyes, "You twat". I quickly turned my head and looked at my feet under the water. I couldn't lose in it again. We fell into a comfortable silent, just the sound of rushed water.