Obsessive || continuation ||

124.

*quick a/n. play the song when he's reading the note.*

Harry's point of view.

Before i could make sense of what i was saying, the words blurted from my mouth.

"marry me, arabella." i spoke, my heart dropping as i said the words i'd never thought i would say. Her eyes widened as she let out a gasp, covering her mouth.

"w-what?" she whimpered, her eyes filling with tears. she rapidly blinked, trying to prevent tears from falling.

i slowly walked towards her, and held her small fragile hands in my rough ones, looking into her soft eyes that stung with tears. one of my hands left hers and reached into my back pocket, pulling out a note i had written while she was sleeping earlier today.

"i uh, i wrote you this. can i read it to you?" i softly spoke, earning a nod in approval.

••••••••••• (play song now)•••••••••

dear arabella casper.

i love you. but that's not enough. i love you beyond the point where you just being my girlfriend isn't enough. i want forever. forever to kiss you whenever i want, to hug you whenever , to cuddle you whenever , to love you whenever. i never intended on falling in love with you, if i had known what you being here would cause, what you would see,hear and experience, i would have never put you through it. you, my love , are the greatest thing that has ever been. you are too pure for this earth. you've made me realize that i am capable of love, when i thought i would never find a female who made me feel like there was nothing bad in the world. if you walk away, and i never see you again, i will die knowing that i have had the honor of loving you. i will never find another woman who is greater than you. when i'm with you, i feel like i could never be harmed, like i am on top of the world. you make my heart go crazy. you make my world go round. you make my heart beat. you are my reason for living. you are the hope i hold onto. you are my high, and there for me in my lows. today i realized, if you left, i would be the man who was known for never recovered from his ex-girlfriend, and i would gladly accept that title, because you, my love, are the best and worst thing that has happened to me. i love you in a language i don't understand, and i wish i didn't. i hate that i am so in love with you. but i'm glad you're mine. and i will always, be glad that you're mine.

i learned to love my skin, but only when you ran your fingers across it. i learned to love my name, but only when you say it. i've learned to love my life, but only because you're in it. you mean everything to me arabella, i don't know how i would live without you.

i want to experience life with you, baby. i want to raise children with you. i want to marry you. i want to grow old with you. i am beyond in love with you baby.

please never forget that, if your reading this. that means i asked you to marry me, hopefully you said yes.

yours truly,
Harry.

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I looked up into my worlds eyes, and saw many tears flowing.

"i love you so, so much ara." i spoke as i wrapped my arms around her small frame, earning a sob from her.

"yes." she muttered. my heart stopped at her words, as my eyes slowly filled with tears.

"w-what?" i stuttered out. you see, i never in my wildest dreams thought that i would find someone who made me feel like they were my soulmate, she is my everything.

"i'll marry you." she spoke again. rapidly blinking her eyes to prevent tears from falling down her bow rosey cheeks.

"i am beyond in love with you." i whispered into her ear once more.

suddenly a loud bang echoed from across the room, as i felt the once warm body i was holding against me go limp. i looked up to see sophia holding a small hand gun, wide eyed with tears falling.

"what did you do!" i screamed, looking down to see the girl i loved more than life itself, laying on the ground with a puddle of blood forming around her, screams of pain echoing in the room.

"harry!" arabella screamed, "i'm pregnant!" the words flooded the room. i pulled up the hem of her shirt to revel a small but noticeable baby bump, and suddenly all i cared about was saving my fiancé, and the small love of my life who haven't been born yet.

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update : for everyone confused: yes sophia shot arabella! you will find out later in the story why she did this.

omg guys. i am soooo sorry i have not updated, i've been going through A LOT. anyways, i hope y'all enjoy this tea filled chapter, love u💗💗