First Love |Yoonkook|✔️

Chapter 17

Yoongi

  I gave the little girl her coffee and she suddenly ran away without paying. I tried to reach over the counter to catch her, but she was already out of the door. I sigh as I take money out of my pocket and put it in the register. I look up to the next person in line, and sigh even louder once I see that it's none other than Park Jimin.

  "I came here to hopefully see you again," He said as he leaned over the counter. "But I wasn't expecting you to work here." He smiled as he looked up at me. I gave him a resting face as I stared back at him.

  "What do you want?" I ask him sternly.

  "Cappuccino." He said. I turn around as quickly as possible to make him a cappuccino. I try very hard to not spit in it or accidentally poison it. "Can we talk now that your little friend isn't near?" Jimin said as I handed him the drink.

  "Your total is $3.57" I held out my hand to him. He looked at me for a second before handing me his money. I gave him his change and waited for him to move.

  "I'm not moving until you agree to talk to me when you get a chance." Jimin smiled innocently as he leaned further over the counter. I looked back at the line behind him and sighed.

  "Go away." I whispered to him harshly.

  "Not until you promise to talk to me." He smirked at me. I squinted my eyes at him and looked at the impatient customers.

  "Fine, my break is in twenty." I said as I shoved him to the side. "What can I get you?" I asked the next woman in line.

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  "What do you want to talk to me so badly about?" I asked Jimin as he followed me like a lost puppy outside the coffee shop.

  He stood in front of me as I stopped to lean against the building. I crossed my arms and looked up slightly to connect our eyes. He cleared his throat and then sighed.

  "I never cheated on you," Jimin said, causing me to laugh out loud. I can't believe he's really playing this game right now. I don't have time for this, I have friends that give me happiness and a job to get back to.

  "Isn't that what they all say?" I chuckled at him. He frowned and looked at the ground and laughed with me as well.

  "Well, Yeah.." He said slowly. "But I didn't do it intentionally. I never wanted to cheat on you, Yoongz." He said quietly. My heart stopped at the old nickname he once used in the past.

  "How could you unintentionally cheat?" I asked and then rolled my eyes. Does he just think I'm stupid or something?

  "I mean- ugh.." He groaned out in frustration before he grabbed me and shook me. "It's hard, Yoongi. You know my father? He came back from his business trip and he found out that I was gay. He forced me to.. He forced me to move schools because I told him that I didn't want to do it anymore because.. because I had hurt you." He looked down and sighed.

  "What?" Was all I could say. I mean, the story seemed so unreal but.. but it all added up too well. He had once told me that his dad didn't believe that you could fall in love with the same gender and he told me that we would be okay as long as he never found out.

  Guess he found out.

  "You can believe me or not Yoongz," Jimin sighed once again and started to walk away from me. "But I'll always love you."

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  "I fucking hate my life!" I yelled as I threw my phone against the wall. I had just got home from work and all of my bottled up feelings were going wild. I pulled my hair and slid down the wall as Jin came running into the hall.

  "What the hell are you doing?!" He screamed at me. I looked up at him and stood up, my feet weakly walked over to him. I told him everything. He seemed to understand that I was upset at the moment, so he tried to calm me down.

  "Go punch something to release some stress and then we'll talk." Jin said and pushed me slightly to the door. I looked back at him and then started beating the shit out of the wall. "Not the precious wall! You'll have to pay for-"

  "What the fuck are you doing?" I heard the door open. I look over to see Jungkook standing there and I had never wanted to hug him so badly in my life. Just looking at him made me feel sudden relief and all of my thoughts faded away.

  I wish he would hold me and tell me that I'm going to be okay and that I don't need Jimin and that life will get better. But he never will. He will never want to do any of those things, he'll never comfort me in that way.

  Tears started pouring from my eyes as I slowly slid down the wall I had been punching. "I- I just wish Jimin had never s-said anything to me." I said as I sobbed and brought my knees to my chest. Jungkook immediately sat down next to me and put his arm around me for comfort. Jin stepped back with a frown as he watched me.

  "It's okay, Yoon." Jungkook said into my ear. "I want you to stop crying and forget everything for a second. Just think about the things you like." He said calmly.

  I took in a deep breath and then looked into Jungkook's big brown eyes that held sympathy and care in them. Then it hit me, I like him. I smiled at the thought of that. I finally admitted to myself that I liked Jungkook, whether I had a chance with him or not, I couldn't not like him. He was everything a person could ask for.

  I calmed my tears down to a stop as I leaned my face into Jungkook's shoulder. "He said he'll always love me." I said to Jungkook, causing his eyes to widen. He looked down and finally thought about what he was going to say.

  "D-Do you still love him?" Jungkook asked as he looked down into my eyes. I smiled up at him and laughed lightly.

  "Not anymore." I said with relief. I will never forget Jimin, and I'll never wish the worse for him because I did love him, but I've just learned to not love him. I learned to move on even if it wasn't easy.

  I'm so sorry Jimin. I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore like you love me.

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DID YOU PEOPLE SEE YOONKOOK IN THE FUCKING WEBTOON?
BITCH

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I CRIED SO MUCH

DON'T TOUCH ME IM CRYING

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