Later that evening I was still shocked at myself for telling Harry that I loved him. And I'm not sure if I meant it or not. I am just so confused. I was messing with my long brown hair in the bathtoom when I heard a knock.
"Coming!" I screamed as I rushed to my door.
"Hello!" Louis shouted when my door was open. I felt my stomach flutter. What was it now?
"Hi Lou!" I acted totally surprised to see him.
"Hello Miss Harrison. Can I please come in?" He asked, as he swayed his arms back and forth at his hips.
"Umm, sure. But I was going to go out shortly. So make it as quick as can be!" I lied to get him to leave me alone faster.
"Sure thing. Now Tia, um, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!? YOU DO NOT TELL HARRY YOU LOVE HIM!! YOU AREN'T EVEN DATING THE BOY!!" Louis yelled as loud as he could in my face and I bit my lower lip.
"Well I was at a loss for words, and I mean, I-I" I was cut off by Louis.
"YOU WHAT?!" He sassed. I shrugged innocently.
"Dear god, Tia! You have yourself in a big pile of rubbish and I'm not gonna be able to help you out of this one! You really screwed up!" He told me off. I was really scared and mad. What had I done?
"I'm sorry, Lou." I sighed.
"Don't tell me! Tell Niall!" Louis hissed. I looked up at Louis and he glared down at me. I couldn't believe Harry told all the boys. I am yet again hurting Niall and it doesn't feel good at all. It makes me want to cry. Poor Niall.
"I- I just can't believe I told Harry that I loved him. I don't really mean it. I meant just as friends." I weaped, my face pressed against my palms.
"Well you did. And even if you didn't mean it... You said it!" Louis spoke firmly. I sniffled and tears streamed down my face. I was so upset and hurt. Why did I say that?
"I know." I cried out. Louis put his hand on my back and sighed deeply. I cried.
"Don't cry, Tia. Don't cry." Louis whispered. I cried a little harder, Niall hates seeing girls cry. I cried harder and harder.
"Shhh. It's ok." Louis pulled me off my bed and into his arms. He hugged me for a minute.
"Paul said for me to be back by 8. And it's 7:55." Louis said. He let me out of his arms and I wiped my tears.
"Ok." I sniffed.
"I will text you later. And Tia, please try to talk to Niall as soon as you can." Louis gave me a serious glare. I nodded. He walked over to my door and left. When the door shut I sat at my window sill and cried. What have I done!? I hurt Niall again! And I lied to Harry! I don't really love him! Just as a friend! What have I done?!
The next day I woke up and the sun was shining brightly! The boys had to leave London soon and I would be alone for another week! I sighed at that sad thought. I picked up my iPhone and Harry texted me:
Harry: Good morning sweet pea! I love you so much! Call you tonight :) XOXO
Me: Ok :) Yeah
I replied without the lovey dovey stuff. Harry was so good with words. Such a hottie too. I got up and mozied around. I put on my favorite pair of dark denim skinny jeans and a gray and pink cheetah print shirt.
Harry: Babe is something up? I hope your alright my love.
I smiled at his sweet text. What was so bad about Harry? I don't think Louis honestly knows who Harry really is. And he just wants Niall to date me. To hurt Harry? I don't know.
Me: Umm yeah. Call me later. I will tell u then.
Harry: Ok. Managment will let me call u at 6. Sound good babe?? Xxxx
Me: Yes! Xxxxx
Harry: Ok baby love you!!! Xxxxxx
Me: Xxxxxxxxxxx ... Love you 2
Harry: :) Ttyl babe ;) Cant wait 2 hear ur sweet voice!
Me: Same here! Bye bye :)
I do love Harry. I don't care what Louis says. Harry is my kind of guy. And Niall will juat have to accept it.
**** Author's note****
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