Gotta Be Me with 1D

Chapter 16: Without You I Can't Face It

It was around 6 that chilly Wednesday night in London. And my phone rang!

"Hey Hazza!" I smiled into my phone.

"Tia! I have to ask you first, we will be home tonight around 2. Tomorrow we have a photoshoot at 7:30 in the morning until 3. Would you like to come with me?" He asked.

"Um, I would love to." I answered quietly. But I did mean it. I wanted to go!

"Ok. Great! I thought I'd just ask sense we are leaving on Sunday afternoon." Harry replied, his voice trailed off.

"Oh yeah. I will be so sad when you guys go." I bit my lower lip and tried to hold back some tears that were pushing at my eyes.

"I know. I know. I'm gonna miss you so much. I hope we get the chance to see eachother again." Harry said. I frowned to myself.

"Yeah. I can't imagine just dropping everything between us." I sniffed into the phone.

"Aww don't cry, Tia. Please don't cry." Harry said softly. He was such a nice guy! I really liked him.

"I know. I'm sorry." I cried. I wiped my tears off my cheeks.

"I wish I was there beside you babe." Harry said. I showed a small smile.

"Me too." I whispered.

"I know hun. What was it that you were upset about this morning?" He asked.

"Oh just the fact that I am hurting Niall. He just deserves better, you know?" I held my chin in my left palm, my phone still against my right ear.

"Yeah. Niall is looking for his princess. And he just needs to understand that your mine." Harry said softly. I could picture Harry's dimple on his face right now. Oh how I wish he was next to me.

"Yeah... And I'm glad I found my prince!" I giggled.

"Hahaha good! I love you Tia." Harry snickered.

"Love you too Harry." I replied sweetly. I meant what I said.

"I love when you say that." Harry said in the most beautiful accent I have ever heard.

"I love you, Harry Styles." I smiled again. He laughed.

"Night babe." He replied.

"Good night. Sleep tight." I sighed.

"Yeah you too hun." He yawned. I hung up.

He is definatly my prince.

On Thursday morning I woke up and stretched. I looked at my phone and I had a text from Harry. And Louis.

Harry: So ready 4 today! I love u baby!

Louis: Tia. Heard your coming with Harry today to our shoot! So did Niall. I see that you haven't contacted Niall either. He liked you. And you crushed him... again. Oh well! Don't come crawling back to me when Haz leaves you in tears! And leave Niall out of it too! You don't deserve him anymore.

I bit my lip and looked at the floor. It was nothing against Niall! I just liked Harry more. And Niall would just have to understand. He's a big boy.

I replied to Harry:

Me: Yeah me 2! Although I'm up at 6 for you! Haha! :) Xxx

Then I replied to Louis:

Me: Well I think Harry's a great guy! Niall is too but he deserves someone better. I like Harry. Thanks for your somewhat help. Xxxx Hope this doesn't affect our friendship.

I got out of bed and went to the shower. I showered in 10 minutes. I scrunched my hair and put on makeup. Cover up, light grey eyeshadow, mascara, black eye liner, and clear lip gloss. I then rushed out to my closet and picked out a powder blue mini ruffle skirt, a white spaghetti strap top to tuck in, and my favorite light grey cardigan that had quarter length sleeves. I tucked the cardigan in under the ruffled skirt and looked in the full length mirror. I looked adorable! All I needed was my gray slouch boots and I was ready to go!

I looked at the weather for today, it was cloudy and 70 degrees.

Harry: Well i am super happy you can come! And the photographer said maybe he could get a few shots of me and u! Hows that sound babe? Xxxx

Me: Amazing!! Xxxx I am in!

Harry: Haha ok! C u in 15. Love u.

Me: I will b here! Love love love u baby!

Harry: :) Love u way more!

Me: Liar! ;) I love you WAY WAY WAY more!

Harry: Hahaha i don't think so! ;) I will c u in a bit! I LOVE YOU!

Me: Ok... Love u Curly!! ;)

I CAN'T WAIT!!! :D