Little Yoongi :)

Chapter 51

"Why are you here? Didn't I say I didn't want to see you around me anymore?! You're useless and...and *sighs* just leave....okay?"

"Can I just stay here...just for awhile? I just need your company. That's all I ask."

"Leave! Just go! I missed this...but I want something more and it's...you need help. So leave...we can't see each other ever again. I tried to help you and I proved more harm than good. I promise I won't tell anyone. I swear. *sniffs* So, please leave before I call security."

Practice had started out great, keyword had. Everything was going by smoothly. Photoshoot, vocal warm ups, mic check, studio time, stretches, and now dances, it's around 7 pm. But everyone had the energy of a god and then all of the sudden Yoongi stopped and zoned out on everyone, even Jin. When he seemed he was coming to his eyes was glazed.

Jin stepped towards Yoongi and placed his hand on his shoulder.

"Yoongi? Are you okay? Do you need a break?"

"Do m-mommy love Yoonie?"

"Baby..."

"Do eve'body love Yoon-Yoon and Yoonie?" The little said as tears ran down his face.

'Yoon-Yoon? Is he referring to his Big self?'

"Sweetheart, we love you, I love you very much. I hope you know and believe that." Jin said as he brought Yoongi into his arms.

"Don't abandon me and Yoonie like everybody else. Please don't...please don't hurt him or me...please..."

"Yoongi, you should know by now that, we will never do that. We are not like her. Abandon you? Now that is out of the question. We are family and family don't abandon each other. You are my baby. Period. No objections, just accept it." Jin smiled and wiped the tears off of Yoongi's face.

"Not just her...." He mumbled. Jin raised his eyebrows and decided to question him later.

"Now are you okay?" Yoongi nodded his head. Jin patted his back and told him to sit down in the corner of the dance studio, where some stuff animals were sitting.

Namjoon pulled Jin over to the remaining group because they were worried.

"What was that about? Is everything okay?" Namjoon whispered.

"I...I honestly don't know. He said something about not abandoning or hurting Yoonie and Yoon-Yoon."

"Yoon-Yoon?"

"I think Yoon-Yoon is a reference to his Big self..."

"Why would he think we would abandon or hurt him?"

"I don't know...I don't know..."

"Okay, alright. Let's just get through the last two hours and then go home."

Everyone nodded and resumed practice while Yoongi was curled in the corner with the stuffed animals.

"Yoonie not alone...have family.." Yoongi whispered to the Penguin plushie that Hoseok got him two weeks ago.

Yoongi laid back with the penguin in his arms and closed his eyes, slipping into a blissful slumber.

Namjoon carried Yoongi to the van while everyone else tiredly followed. After they settled, Yoongi snuggled into Jin's shoulder while sucking on his thumb. Jin sighed while he took Yoongi's thumb out of his mouth, who whined loudly and tried to but it back in his mouth.

"We need to remember to some of their supplies."

Everyone (except for Yoongi) made some sort of noise of agreement. When the van arrived to their home, Namjoon ordered take out while carrying Yoongi and everyone else went to their room for a quick nap or relaxing in the living room.

Namjoon laid Yoongi on the couch and sat with Jin in the love seat.

"I'm worried."

"About Yoongi?"

"Yes, he needs to talk to someone about what is happening Joonie. It's like he is cracking but why? Why is our sweet little is hurting? Why can't he talk to us about it? Why is he trapping himself? Is he intertwining himself? Please Joonie, help me find the answers."

Namjoon took a deep breath and wiped the tears from Jin's face.

"I will call Melody tomorrow and ask her can she recommend some psychiatrists and therapists. Yoongi is fine...he has us and everyone that is supporting him. Okay? He will he be fine."

Jin placed his head on Namjoon's chest and looked over to Yoongi.

"Is he? Is he really?"