"Rye, I have to go. I can't leave my mother you know I can't" he says with tear forming in his eyes. "Please just try and understand that I can't live without her Rye"
"But I can't live without you Andy. Not being able to see you everyday I won't be able to cope. Please I'm begging please just stay" I start crying because the thought of him moving away is like being stabbed in chest multiple times. He sighs and stands up to wipe his tears away he's about to walk out of the room until I stop him, take his hand and pull him into a hug.
"When" I ask plain and simple
"Huh?" He looks at me confused and I giggle because his face is so cute when he's confused. Then I realise my question and my smile fades.
"When are you leaving" his face drops as well as his head. Oh no it must be soon.
"I think I should get the boys and tell you all together" he walks out but shortly returns with Mikey, Brook and Jack who have be clearly crying due to their puffy eyes and I realised that Jack is going to loose Brook as well as me loosing Andy and Mikey is going to loose two of his best friends.
"Rye just asked when we're leaving and I don't really be the one to say" Andy says directly to Brook who just nods and says "we leave on Tuesday"
"What!" Mikey and Jack day in unison
"Tuesday as in three days from now Tuesday!" I say directly looking at Andy.
"How long have you known!?"
"About two weeks, I'm sorry Rye I wanted to tell you I really did but nothing was confirmed until-" I can't take this anymore.
"Stop! Ok Andy just stop. How could you and why can't you stay, why can't you just be with me stay here with me I've begged and you still want to go! I was going to ask you to be my boyfriend and we where going to have our happy ever after but it doesn't exist does it! Because if it did you wouldn't want to leave me!" I say then storm out of the room leaving Mikey, Brook and Jack shocked at my outburst and Andy crying. I don't want him to cry and I defiantly don't want to be the reason he is crying but I couldn't help it my heart feels like it's being ripped out of chest and just launched somewhere far away and shattered into a million pieces. I thought he loved me like I love him but if he did he would have stayed.Time skip again because I was going to be late for college 😂😝
Andy and I haven't spoke since I stormed out the house and he leaves tomorrow. I've wanted to ring him and tell him I'm sorry tell him I didn't mean to hurt him but he's hurt me. I get that deep down he doesn't have a choice I mean it's his mother and I've basically told him to choose between the person he loves most in the world and me, a guy he's only known for a few months. I'm stupid. Someone knocks on the door. I hope it's Andy.
"Mate can I come in?" Mikey says through the door. I love him don't get me wrong but I was slightly disheartened the fact it's not Andy.
"Yeah mate come in" wow I didn't realise how sad I sounded but that's the first time I've spoke really since I left the house. Mikey opens the door slowly.
"Hi mate just coming to see how you are"
"Why Mike, why does he have to leave?" I say begging to cry causing Mikey to sit down next to me in my bed.
"Mate you have to look at it this way he won't be gone forever, he'll visit and you'll get to see him when he does. It's not his choice wether he goes or not Rye, trust if he could he would stay to be with you, to get your happy ever after"
"It doesn't exist Mike, he did have the choice I said he could live here with me with all of us"
"Mate it's his mother you're asking him to leave, you have to remember that, if he asked you to leave the twins would you? And your happy ever after does exist it's just not right now, maybe you'll meet someone new or something I don't know" did he just say meet someone NEW!
"It doesn't exist Mikey! If it did Andy wouldn't be leaving. He wouldn't be moving half way across the f**king world and leaving me right here all alone! If it exist Mike there wouldn't be anyone else for me because Andy is the only person I have ever and will ever love and even that is being taken away from me! It. Doesn't. Exist! And there will never ever be anyone new I only want Andy, I only need Andy." I'm out of breathe by the time I have finished my rant but I couldn't help the thought of being with anyone that wasn't Andy just made me feel sick and the same with anyone being Andy that wasn't me just broke the shattered pieces of my heart even more.
"Look mate I'm sorry I shouldn't of said. I get that you're hurting ok? I really do but you have to see him. If he truly is your happy ever after which DOES exist by the way then you need to at least say goodbye for now." I don't look at him I just keep my head down and my arms crossed on my knees. He just sighs and gets up to leave the room but before he does he turns around. "They leave tomorrow at 4 just please let him know you don't hate him, tell him you love and tell him goodbye" I just look at him with a blank expression to which he sighs again and leaves the room saying bye. Maybe he's right, I should go say goodbye to Andy after all it isn't his fault and Mikey is right I could never leave the twins no matter who asked me. He needs to know I don't hate him, I never could I love him so much. I'll go say goodbye to him tomorrow when he's about to leave. Hopefully I don't miss him.....
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Short StoryOKAYY so I'm new at this and I don't normally write stories or whatever but imma see how this goes 😂 wish me luck