I don't hate you, I like you.

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Stunned. That is the only word that comes to mind when I hear him sing in that booth; I have never heard such an angelic voice in all of my life but I can't let him know that because he thinks that I hate him. I suppose now is the best time to probably go through our history. It all started two months ago when I had just left a band that I had been working in to start a new one with some guy called Andrew Fowler who I've heard of but never seen nor heard sing.

Flashback two months ago

"OK you're early so we're just waiting on Andrew if you want to sit down?" Blair our new manager says to me, Brook, Jack and Mikey (I know he's no longer in the band anymore but this is also a made up story so can we just go with it?) 

"sounds good so have we found out a name yet or -" I was cut off by the sound of someone knocking on the front door of Blair's flat; I don't know why but I think i'm nervous about meeting him which is weird because I wasn't with meeting everyone else but this just seems different.

"OK everyone this is Andrew your fifth and final band mate, say hi and be nice i'm going to go out so you two get to know one another" and then he leaves. That is when I look up and see the most beautiful human I have ever laid eyes on, he has the most fluffiest hair I have ever seen and it's so bright and soft and I want nothing more than to just run my fingers through his hair while he lays on my chest falling asleep. What the hell! Where did that come from?? Anyway back to the Greek god standing in front of me but I have to know what his voice sounds like, I bet that it's as angelic and his eyes. Those deep blue eyes with the most gorgeous brown eyelashes I have ever seen on a pair of dreams, and don't even get me started on his skin! My god his skin is so perfect and smooth and glowing and blinding more than when you look directly into the sunlight; which just so happens to be the same colour of his hair but you know maybe i'm biased. Wait. No. What am I talking about I don't even know him and i'm already thinking about planning our wedding?? Man he would look so good in a suit. OK this needs to stop.

"Hi Andy my name is Jack and this is my boyfriend Brooklyn which you already know because of our Facetime last week" he giggles off and he leans forward and shakes his hand. Wait what? They've spoke?? Why didn't they tell me now it seems like I haven't made the effort. Damn it! He goes to speak but gets rudely interrupted but this time by Mikey.

"Hey man, good to see you again feels like forever bro" Mikey says after he has finished hugging him. What does he mean it's good to see him again?? since when have these two met? Am I the only one who hasn't spoke to or met this absolute angel?? Great now I just seem like the douche who didn't met an effort with the new guy.

"Shut up Mike I just saw you last week" He finishes off with a giggle and wow two seconds of speech and i'm dead. He truly is fantastic and I need to make him mine like right now please and thank you.

"You must be Ryan?" He says half smiling at me and reaching forward so I can shake his hand.

"Oh er uh ya, yes hi sorry" Wooow really smooth Ryan so very subtle now not only does he think i'm a jerk but he thinks i'm weird. He doesn't say anything and just steps back and continues his conversation with the boys and from then he didn't talk to me unless he had to which confused me so much because I feel like he's mad at me but I haven't done anything to him ever. Yet, he hates me?

End of flashback

He's just so gorgeous and has the best laugh I think I have ever heard in my entire life and don't even get me started on how amazing his voice is whether he's just talking or singing or rapping; my god his voice when he raps is impregnating. Not like I can actually get pregnant but my god! I just wish he would talk to me and let me know what it is I have done to him so I can fix and make it better and get to know him so we can hurry up and get married. I would ask him but i'm afraid that he won't talk to me after that (not like he talks to me now) but I at least get blessed when he looks at me while he sings in the booth. I never really want to leave the studio because it's the only time he talks to me and the only time I to hear his laugh up close, other times i'm just sat in my room and I can hear it from downstairs it's that loud but I absolutely love it. However, we unfortunately have to leave now which no more talking to Andy anymore. As we're walking out of the studio I feel someone come up behind me and tap my shoulder.

"Hey" I turn around to find Andy standing in front of my car, I look around to make sure that it's actually me that he is talking to; and it must be because all the other boys and making their way into Alex's car.

"You OK?" He asks me i'm assuming because I didn't reply to him due to utter shock that he is actually talking to me and I love it but I should probably respond before he thinks i'm ignoring him.

"Hey hi hello" oh god.

"Are you OK?" He giggles and I can't help but smile and that giggle it's just so amazing.

"Yeah sorry i'm good thanks. Are you? OK I mean?" Jesus why can't I be normal around him.

"Ye ye i'm good thanks. Do you mind if we go somewhere and talk? We don't even have to go anywhere we can sit in your car if you prefer. I told the boys so they aren't expecting us for a little while and you don't have to if you don't want to of course" He's so cute when he rambles, oh wait I need to reply.

"Yes, no, I mean Jesus. Yes I would like to talk" I say taking in a deep breath which i'm surprised I can do considering I forget to function when i'm with him.

"OK cool erm shall we?" He starts walking towards my car and I just stand there and watch him while he does so; once he gets to his side of the car he looks up at me and raises his eyebrow at me and then I realise I need to move as well.

"You do know we don't have to talk if you don't want to" He informs me once we're both seated in the car.

"No no honestly I want to it's just i'm a little confused" I confess to him which causes him to pull the cutest confused face I think I have ever seen.

"Why are you confused if you don't mind me asking?" He has now changed the way he is sat so he is facing me probably to make sure I know that he is listening to me which weirdly makes me feel comfortable and safe. I appreciate it though.

"Well we don't necessarily talk every day and I don't know I guess I just thought you hate me?" This causes his confused expression to turn into a mighty frown then he just bows his head and starts laughing.

"I don't talk to you because I thought you where the one who hated me" Now it was my turn to look confused which causes him to laugh more probably because of the look of horror that is evident on my face.

"I could never hate you? Are you crazy? I like you a little more than what I probably should" Whoops. This causes him to stop laughing right away as he realises what I've just said. Now i'm panicking; I literally just got him to talk to me and I had to go and ruin it by confessing my feelings for him?? What the hell is wrong with me I have never been this weird when talking to someone this man is powerful and I have scared him away great.

"You like me?" He asks in complete and utter shock. What am I gonna do? Do I deny it and tell him in a friend way? Do I tell him again and let him reject and make fun of me? I just need to calm down. Yeah, that's what I am gonna do; no it's not i'm going to tell him.

"Yes Andy I like you, like, like you like you not just like you, y'know?" He opens his mouth as if he is going to say something but closes it again and turns in his seat so he is facing the dashboard. Well what a fun way to talk to your crush, make him a friend, sit with him in your car, confess your feelings, freak him out, and then let him leave your life way to go Ryan you absolutely smashed it bro! but then he turns around to face me yet again and as just as I think he's about to say something he starts leaning forward getting closer and closer to my face until.....

Don't know if this is good but at least I tried aha. Thanks for reading and see you soon xx

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