The Start of Something New

Chapter 14 - Silence

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Secretly, we were just friends. But nevertheless I was very excited. I really loved to be with her. She was just to lovely and adorable. When I went to her, I checked my hair and clothes. I hoped, that I looked good enough for her. I went to Phie, Li and Niall's house. Then I knocked at the door. "Hey Nialler!", "Come in, bro! Li is in the bathroom. Putting some make-up on, straightening her hair, you know?", "Okay. I'll wait in her room." I went upstairs to her room. But I stopped when I saw some posters on her door. She had a few posters of One Direction at her door. Lovely! I took a photo of the door, went inside and laid down on her bed.

Linda's P.O.V.

Aww! Where is my mascara? I was stressed. I just wanted to look pleasant for Zayn. When I looked at my mobile, checking the time, I saw, that I had a message on Twitter. 

zaynmalik1D (@zaynmalik) tweeted 3 minutes ago:

aDOORable! X isn't my girl lovely ? :) X

What? WHAT? Zayn tweeted a photo of my door? He did what? Aw! It was so embarrassing. I finished putting make-up on and went to my room. The door was open. I saw Zayn laying on my bed. He held his mobile in his hands. I starred at him a few moments. He was too beautiful. His hair. His eyes. His he! "Erm Li?", Niall got me back on earth. "W-What?", "What are you doing there?", "Erm.. Nothing!" Awkward moment. I just went in my room and closed the door. "So, was that really necessary?", "Yes!", he grinned. "Oh Zayn!" I couldn't help but laugh. "Shall we go?", "Yes! Sure!" We went downstairs. I hugged Niall and Phie and Zayn hugged Phie. Then we went.

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"Do you want some popcorn?" We were in the cinema, now. "Yes! And a little coke.", "Or we take a large and share it?", "Okay!", "Erm.. Which film are we watching anyway?", "Erm.. don't know! What do you think about The Amazing Spiderman?", "Okay, beautiful!" Secretly, I hoped that we would watch a more romantic film, but it was okay. He was just a good friend and I didn't think, that there would be more sometime. Sure, we had feelings for each other and we already kissed. But that didn't say, that we were a couple. We went into the cinema hall. We sat in the top of it, because we didn't want to get annoyed by girls. Some people sat already in the cinema hall. But they were only about 20 years. Not the typical 13-year-old fangirls. Okay. I was just one year older, but at least about 10 years more mature. While we were watching the film our eyes caught each others a few times.

Zayn's P.O.V.

Butterflies. So many butterflies. It was easy. I fell in love with her. She was too adorable. Her smile - too cute. Her hair - too perfect. Her eyes - too fascinating. She - incredible. She was that girl in my life. But I didn't think about the age. She was just 14. And I'm 19. I didn't know if it was allowed. But it was love and nobody could forbid love, could they? But she was so mature and not that childish. She was modest and grounded. "Zayn, the popcorn.. erm.. it's.. empty!", Li got me back on earth. "Erm.. Okay. Shall I bought some new popcorn?", "NO! Look. There are so many young ladies. What if one of them is a Directioner? Man!", "I don't mind. I mean.. It's for you. And if you're hungry, I'll make you replete." But I didn't have to go out of the hall, so that the girls saw me. Li and me just talked a bit too loud and some girls turned around and yelled my name. But it wasn't only 2 or 3. There were about 20 girls. "Li? RUN!" We run out of the hall with all our things. After this short sprint, we were exhausted. "So.. I think it wasn't such a good idea to go in a cinema, was it?", "No!", Li grinned back. We walked or we run about 5 minutes until we sat down behind a shiny billboard. "Sometimes, I really hate to be famous.", "I understand you. But they are just fans who want to be like.. erm.. don't-", "Like you. Just say it. They want to be like you.", "No.. I don't think, that they want to be like me. They truly think, that I'm just kidding you and that I'm just a wannabe. And because I'm self-confident and secretly.", "That's why I love you." Silence. Actually, I expected a "I love you too'' or something like that, but I didn't think about it anymore. I knew, that she hated it too, that I'm famous. She was not that type, who loved it to be the centre of someones life. When she was with friends, she was really cheerful. But also, she could be really shy. But that was why I loved her. "Maybe in a few months, you're famous, too!", "Zayn.. don't let me think about it! Please! I'm really afraid of it.. ", "Li. Keep calm! Show me your happiest smile! You're smiling all day!", "But.. I hate to talk to foreign people", "I know.. and in the beginning it's weird.. But you get used to it. You're just like me at the beginning." Again silence. "Thank you Zayn!" I wanted to cheer her up. I put my arm around her and we cuddled a bit. "As we lay on the ground I put my arms around you. And we can stay here tonight.." I wanted to broke the silence and started singing. The lines from Stoly My Heart were perfect for the moment. "Cause there's so much I wanna say..", she sang slightly. "What do you want to say?", "Just.. that I love you Zayn." She caught my eyes for a second and looked away shyly. Awkward silence. We were sitting there for 10 minutes without any words to each other. At least, when Li and me were cold, we decided to went home. Yes. We went home. Without a kiss. Without a romantic moment. I just hugged her tight for the goodbye, after looking each other in the eyes for a little while and holding hands. Then she went in.

Linda's P.O.V.

Okay. That was a really weird evening. At first, Zayn and me were in the cinema and then there were about 20 One Direction fans, who followed us. Then we sat under a billboard. There was more silence then a conversation. No kiss, no playing with each other finger, nothing romantic. He brought me home and hugged me tight at the door. I just smiled and went in. Niall and Phie were sitting at the couch, watching TV. Just like every evening. "Hey guys!", I yelled through the hallway. "Hi Li! Finally together?", "Nop.", I popped the p. I sat down at the table next to the couch and began to laugh. I knew that she would ask me that. "Are you serious?" Phie just looked at Niall confused. She thought I was kidding her. But I wasn't. I couldn't help, but laugh. "Li! Stop kidding us and tell me how he asked you and .. you know what I mean!", "Asked me what?", "Well, how he asked you to be in a relationship with him?", "Oh Phie! We aren't in a relationship. Shouldn't I asked you?", "Oh erm.. why should we be in a relationship?", Niall blushed a bit and so Phie did. "I'm going to bed now. It's late. Night night. Love you all a lots, sweet dreams .. blaa blaa bla.", "Erm. Okay. Night girl!" Haha. Cute. They really believed, that me and Zayn were in a relationship. Well, sad, but true. I hugged them both and went upstairs. I took a quick shower and thought about the day again. Then I laid down in my bed and put the blanket over me. Suddenly, I got a text message.

From Zayn: Beeeautiful X :) I thought about that we couldn't watching the film till the end.. Wanna watch it again in a private show? ;)

To Zayn: Trying to be my amazayn spiderman, dude!? d: Sure I want to (((:

From Zayn: maybe.. and do u want to be my catwoman? X just look at twitter, beautiful ! love you sunshine :)) X 

I wondered what he wrote on Twitter. But I went out of my mailbox and clicked at the Twitter button. I took a short time to load.

zaynmalik1D (@zaynmalik) tweeted 4 minutes ago:

what a weird day.. well also really fantastic!! Love my beautiful :) X and all the directioners who follow us in cinema .. aha ;) x 

N'aww Zayn. He was just too lovely. And that was the best of the day. I couldn't go in bed without a smile. Okay. It was not, that Zayn just brought me smiling, when he tweeted something really cute. Actually, he brought me smiling, anytime.