media love // kian lawley

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kian: you have my favorite hoodie of meredith's 

jc: that's cool

kian: are you back yet? i was wondering if you wanted to chill

jc: yeah i got back about an hour ago

kian: so you down to chill?

jc: i don't know, i'm kind of tired 

kian: we haven't hung out in mad long tho, i miss my dad

jc: it's not my fault we haven't hung out 

kian: i always invite you when i go out clubbing and whatnot 

jc: true but andrea goes and i want nothing to do with that situation

kian: jc can i talk to you about something..

jc: although i'm mad at you and disappointed you're still my best friend so yeah 

kian: i messed up man.. i know i'm a dumbass sometimes but how could i possibly fuck up this bad 

jc: are we talking about what you did to meredith?

kian: yeah..

jc: what you did was more than fucked up. you two clicked so well and she trusted you with literally everything. she's been through pretty fucked up shit in her past and you just added to it. i mean come on man you cheated on her with her best friend 

kian: i don't know what i was thinking. andrea fed me so many lies and i just fell for it. i don't love andrea man. i don't think i could ever love her. i know i love meredith and i always will

jc: how could you possibly believe those kind of lies about someone as genuine as meredith 

kian: fuck, i don't know 

jc: meredith is an amazing women. she's genuine and she's pure and she brings nothing but happiness to everyone she talks to. i've never seen a girl so broken. i never thought you could do something like this 

kian: i wish i could take back what i did. i really do love her jc

jc: i really don't know if you can fix this 

kian: i'm breaking up with andrea 

jc: breaking up with andrea won't fix things with meredith 

kian: i will do whatever i can to fix things with meredith