kian: so you're hanging with jc today?
mer: yeah, we're meeting up around 6
kian: wish it could be all of us
mer: me too kian
kian: i really miss you mer
mer: i miss you too kian, but it's too soon
kian: i wish i could speed up time
mer: don't we all
kian: not all the time tho.. i just wanna speed up to the time we're finally okay with each other then i wanna slow the time down when i get to spend my days with you
mer: don't do that
kian: do what?
mer: make me fall in love with you all over again
kian: it's impossible for me to fall in love with you.. because i never stopped
mer: kian please don't
kian: i love you mer, i always will. i know i fucked up and i'll probably never get the chance to go through being loved by you again but it'd do anything to even feel that for a day
mer: kian i will always love you. i just need time. what happened doesn't heal quickly
kian: i'll wait forever for you
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media love // kian lawley
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