My Depressed Love

Entry 2 : The Angelic Devil

" Is this the Nishikino residence ?" the woman asked while knocking on the door. I groaned and walked to door and opened it to see a petite girl " sorry , I don't feel like buying girl scout cookies" I said in a rude way " That was a good one" she said to me trying to keep a smile on her face , her hair was dark and had red bows to bring out her beautiful ruby eyes but I kept that to myself. " so , you're my emotional support pal that mother was talking about." I said letting her in , I tried acting fine so she could leave but it didn't work. " so Miss Nishikino for your reason of me being here is your anxiety and dark thoughts I assume?" she said to me while looking at the file in the hand " yeah that's me , good old depressed maki" I said messing with my hair , she looked at me like I was something special but just kept trying to get to know me better . " so maki , want to go out for a walk or grab a bite or something you would like to do " she said getting closer to me , I was sweating , My chest was pounding faster than normal and I had this feeling and I didn't know what it was but I ignored it , just like I ignored any other feeling.

After a 2-3 months of trying to get me happy or smile , she eventually given up the nice act.

we was out ice skating or should I say , she was and she came up to me and said " hey , why won't you join the fun" she said to me as she walked closer to our table " Oh golly gosh , I don't know its because I don't want to do this at all nico." I said to her emotionless , I heard a crash nearby and looked up to her furious . " I'm done with this for months with no end I tried helping you with the way your mother wanted me to help you with but now we're trying it my way " she said grabbing my arm and pulling me onto the ice , I was scared and I'll give her that. " see , isn't this fun" she looked back at me raising on eyebrow at me . she managed in someway I don't of but she got me to smile once for the painful months I given her. "Maki! you're smiling , that's a great start " she said letting go of my arm and clapping causing me to lose balance and falling onto her. "almost a good start" I said to her getting up "sorry" I told her helping her up and walked back to our table , when we sat down I saw her writing down in the weekly progress and wrote " She smiled once at me" and then a emotion came to me . it was fear .