Chapter 5 : "Jealously P.2"

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I feel very alone right now, like everybody has a "partner" and I'm here all by myself.


If only I had someone...


I look over at Tj and Cyrus... I should just stop I thought to myself, I mean who am I kidding?


"Hey, I'm going to sleep, have fun!" I said as I stood up from the log I was sitting on then went to my tent. This just sucks.


Cyrus's POV :

Buffy has been acting a bit weird ever since we got here. I mean she's usually the last one to sleep, maybe she's just tired.

"Should we tell scary stories?" Andi suggested while looking at everyone and we just nodded in response.


"Well that's really not gonna scare me, I'm all grown up now!"


We were sitting around the campfire keeping us warm and dry while Jonah tells us a story.


"Okay, so back then when I was young I remember my mom telling me not to go to the attic because she kept personal stuff there, but what was weird was, when I was going up the attic.."


I feel like I kinda know what's gonna happen next because this just felt way too cliche.


"There I heard a loud BANG!!!" Jonah shouted and I got scared, I held Tj's arms shoving my face into his biceps. And wow is he masculine.


I feel my face heating up so I stood up and distanced myself from the group and went to get fresh air and breathe in nature.


My gosh, my face is so warm...


"Hey, underdog!" Tj greeted as he went closer to me and put his arm around my shoulder.


"Oh, hey. I'm really sorry about earlier. It was just kind of a natural instinct for me to do that.. I'm really sorry." I told him while looking at the city lights, it looks really good and really calming.



"Are you okay now?" Tj asked me still looking at the city lights.


"I noticed something since yesterday about you." I told him now I'm looking at him, he looked back and I just couldn't do anything but blush again.


"What's wrong with me? Am I being too much?" He asked me smiling still and I looked away.


"It's just that you've been like super extra sweet for example, you surprised me on my birthday, then you sat next to me in the bus and offered a drink and now you're like boyfriend material." I told him, he was speechless, I can tell from the looks of his face. God, I shouldn't have told him that!


"Maybe there's just something you shouldn't know yet." He told me then smiled again, can someone tell me how this man is this freakin cute.


Buffy's POV :


I look outside my tent only to see two people left. Andi and Jonah. Weird.


"Oh, hey, I thought you were going to sleep." Andi said while looking at me.

"Yeah, I couldn't sleep..." I said, I really wanted to ask where Cyrus and Tj are when I saw them sitting together just a few feet away from us.


"Hey Buffy, is something wrong?" Andi asked me looking concerned.


"Yeah, no I'm good, thanks" I answered her, "I think I'm just hungry, that's all." I lied, I wasn't even a bit hungry, I was just wondering why I'm being like this.


Why? Why am I being like this, I never even been like this...


There's something wrong with me and there must be a solution, I need to talk to Cyrus. There I walked over to Cyrus and Tj.


"Cyrus, can we talk?"

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