i have a heart so capable of love. she cries every night because she has been so deprived of her abilities. she begs me. she says, "please, let me feel whole again. give me away. let me feel. let me thrive. let me sink into the soul of another human." i tell her, be patient. it takes me a while, but then i see you. i see you from the corner of the room. you smile and suddenly i understand the true meaning of ever lasting beauty. i chase you. i run so fast. i fall for you first, and then I fall for you. we get closer and closer. i tell my heart, "it's time". she cries in joy. you turn to me and you rip my heart out of her cage and you mock her. i beg that you let me go, for you do not want me, and now you do not hold purpose. but u latch on. my mind wastes away on the ground feeling lifeless and detached for you have hold of my heart.
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The worst part about rejection is the underlying attachment.
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