Home party's, going into clubs, making out in the dark and regretting it afterwards, just to tell my wanna be friends how "awesome" this weekend was. Everytime I take another shot it seems to get better, until I wake up, than I have to face reality again
-Intro
I am only so much on social media to distract myself from the shit in my 'boring having no standards' life. I really wanna do something, to get out there and be there. But distracting is pretty much nicer than going out and maybe having fun with people I know from the internet
-001
We thought that the adults have all the answers, until we are grownups and realize they didn't
-002
Like an real adult I solve my problems with drinking and telling people on the internet my life issues to feel less lonely and miserable
-003
I created my own expectations for myself and I qualified me. My trauma controls me hand in hand with my fears
-004
lonely and sad at 2 am because I am to antisocial to meet with people
-005
No more emotions, because no one likes the crying clown
-006
It's all fun until something serious happens
-007
Words were created to understand each other better, but nowadays they create the biggest distances
-008
I could spend an whole day just thinking about thoughts who are in my head and punishing me
-009
They have all turned into the same person
-010
Get me to the tequila bar in the evening
-Outro
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Living in a nutshell
PuisiLiving in a nutshell- or thoughts that seemed to be poetic at 2am Random thoughts about how I feel during my days as a human being Because everyone of us is living in its own nutshell
