Living in a nutshell

The day after or thoughts that get me when I am sober

All the Art I have made has it own style.
I would title this "pretty fucked up", because this is how everything is right now
-Intro

I am not some other standard you can archive
-033

I just need to quit humanity for a few days because people making me sick lately
-034

Accidentally made two people cry today
-035

Almost finished week one without having a mental breakdown
-036

Can you see the sky?
It looks so pretty and fascinating, like your lies
-037

„Live for me" he said, and than he closed his sleepy green eyes and died
-038

I prefer deep conversations because our society only scratches me skin-deep
-039

I don't want to be anybody, I have already been
-040

You left me crying in the raising midnight sun
-041

Loving you makes me mad
-042

Wish I would be like this in real life
-043

Mindthoughts at Midnight
-044

Then I got zero subscribers because I suck and the world knew it before me
-045

What's behind your negative thoughts and dark humor ?
-046

My life library of memories who just didn't last that long
-047

Escaping- from everyone who dragged me down
-048

You know how this world is. They laugh at you for trying, they put a finger on you and fuck you up. But once you made it, everyone will pretend to know you
-049

Especially the cool kids copy
-050

once I am used to feeling good, something comes and fucks me up so badly I forget how to feel
-051

The important thing you have to understand is that I am not the same person online
-052

i will never be satisfied with my work- even if I would rip my heart out and make it Art
-053

305 Posts on Social- but none of them is the real you
-054

Often my two personalities collapse. There is this sweet girl who is very polite and nice and on the other side the mean sassy asshole you better don't fuck with. Sometimes it's hard to handle both
-055

When will this misery end ?
-Outro