THE BOY WHO TRUSTED NOBODY (boyxboy)

Chapter 13

I'm sorry if I made you wait too long for another chapter but here we are yaaay c:

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Sky POV

I opened my closet and took out some cans of beer and a bottle of vodka, my hands shaking as I realised I was once again failing.

Failing to move on my old habits, failing to move on with my life. It had been days since I last drank or hurt myself, days since I last felt so confused and in need to forget.

I was such a miserable person, I really wondered how Sam even wanted to be my best friend. He was such an awesome guy, sweet, smiley and caring.

And he was sexy as fuck.

Oh no, I did not just say that. I mean, he's a very pretty guy, nothing more, there are a lot of pretty guys out there, but he's just...

OH NEVERMIND. He's just so straight, that's it. Stop your fantasies Sky.

I was ready to pour down the alcohol and let it run through my veins when I heard my mom shout from downstairs. I could here from the tone of her voice she wanted to get rid of whatever she had to get rid of as soon as possible so she could immediately turn back to her too bright laptop screen.

'Sky, your friend is here, I'm letting him come to your room, just so you know'

My friend? Since when did I have a friend? I kinda had one months ago I guess.. Oh wait, right, it could only be one person now. As realization struck me my heart started pounding faster.

Awesome, all my bottles were out of the closet so he would see them, I'd creep the living shit out of him and he'd never talk to me again. Really awesome.

'Way to get new friends Sky' I said sarcastically to myself.

Before he could enter my room I shoved everything back in the closet, and hurried myself to the bed, leaning on it uncomfortably.

I just couldn't let him know.

Sam opened the door and ran happily towards me, jumping childishly in the way.

'You little bitch' He smirked wrapping his arms around me.

'Don't call me that' I hugged him back tightly, lying about the fact that I didn't want him to call me bitch. Wait, it's not like I am a bitch or I like being called so, but it's just...him giving me silly nicknames. I couldn't help but feel loved.

'But I'm the only one who can do this. If anyone else does I'm gonna kick their sorry assess' He pouted, sitting comfortably next to me.

'You already miss me? You know school finished an hour ago or what?' I curiously raised an eyebrow at him. Not that I mind if he's here you know, but what has he come for actually?

'What if I did? Would it be that bad? Don't you already miss me too? You bad guy, really bad guy' He frowned and smacked me on the arm.

'Aww that hurt, what was that for?' I chuckled eyeing him suspiciously.

'You just said you didn't miss me, asshole. And I even came to your house' He whined jokingly, burying his face in his hands.

'Aw- You see, I missed you, is that okay?' I shoved him gently and he looked up at me and kissed my cheek eagerly, sending my heart directly to another planet. It was really surprising how he could do such things so nonchalantly they seemed normal even to me.

'Yup' He answered popping the p. 'Anyway, how did it go? Did they seem like nice people? I swear they are. I mean, they can be a little pissy and annoying at times, they might not be the most innocent people ever, but who is? I'm assuming you're not, but you look like an angel so maybe you are and I'm just here telling you the opposite. I should just shut the fuck up now, I talk a lot when I'm nervous can't you see it? Not that I'm really nervous, I mean, why should I-