I'm Not Confused Anymore

8

Author's Note

Comment your pairing for this story!

JhoBea or JiBea?

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Bea's POV

I decided to stay with Jia because I know she needs me more than Jho. For sure ngayon lang na kapag vent out ng real feelings si Jia.

JiaGuel will always be "relationship goals" for everyone. They are Believing that since the day na pinanganak sila Same day, time and hospital pa!

Her family and Miguel's family really wants na sila na ang mag end up together.

Her friends naman are friends din ni Miguel.

She loves Miguel dearly. She can't kwento what her and Miguel's problem since ayaw niya masira yung image ni Miguel.

If you are Jia, to whom can you really vent out Di ba?

That's why for this instance I chose Jia over Jho.

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Lumabas ako sa sala where Jia is waiting for me.

Jia: Bei uwi na rin ako in a while ha.

Bea: Why? It's too late na, plus you don't have car pa with you.

Jia: Did you forget Im a strong independent woman? 🤣

Bea: Hay Jia, You don't need to be strong independent woman with me. Just be you! Di ka ba napapagod mag pretend?

Jia: that's supposed to be a joke! KJ mo forever!!

Bea: *chuckles* okay fine. Basta Stay the night here! Hatid kita tomorrow at your house.

Jia: Guess I don't have any choice!

Bea: Glad you know that. 🤣 So.. Going back sa problem mo with Miguel. What are your plans?

*Matagal din Di nakasagot si Jia*

Jia: ..... hmm, Im giving him his cool off. Then after that wala na akong plan. Very dependent kasi yung plan ko sa gusto niya mangyari after that Cool off.

Bea: Why don't you make lambing or any sweet gestures nalang to Miguel? Baka madaan pa dun. Baka ma save pa.

*nakita Kong maiiyak na si Jia, so I hugged her nalang ng paside*

Jia: for me kasi, I shouldn't fight for love, Love should fight for us and for our relationship. I, alone can't save this relationship.

*naiyak na talaga siya ng tuluyan*

Bea: So..

Jia: If he asks me for a break up, I will give it to him.

Bea: Gosh Ji? For real di ka man lang lalaban? Ang tagal niyo na kaya! Super Sayang!

Jia: If I really love him, I'll always give him his happiness. If his happiness is not with me, I'll not be selfish to cage him up with..... our relationship.

Bea: Jia ang martyr mo. For sure your heart will break a million pieces if that happens. Pero ugh! Para lang sa Happiness niya? Pano naman yung happiness mo?

Jia: Right now Bea, nasasaktan na ako.  Ang sakit. The mere fact na naguguluhan siya kung may feelings siya dun sa babae. Because if he really loves me. Hindi siya maguguluhan. Hindi siya mahihirapan. Hindi kami aabot sa ganito. 😭