I'm Not Confused Anymore

9

Jho's POV

After Bea chose Jia over me that night, I made myself so busy. Para no time na to think about Bea.

I also grabbed the opportunity to distance myself to her.

Pero ang hirap naman umiwas pag nasa isang volleyball Community lang kayo ng iniiwasan mo. Nakita ko yung IGs ni Jia.

Jia: "Day well spent with the BDL! Thank you for staying tho"
*IG story: While focusing the camera at Bea's Face nag smile naman si Bea*

Napa JUST WOW BDL nalang ako. Si Jia parin ba all this time? Kala ko ba naka move on ka na?

Or you're just saying that to give me false hopes on you?

Ano ba talaga Bea? Sino ba kasi talaga ang gusto mo?

Sabi nila Actions speaks louder than words e. Based naman sa actions mo more than friends ang relationship natin. Almost friends with benefits na nga e.

Kaso Ang hirap, kasi pag asang asa na ako, pag feel na feel ko na mahal mo talaga ko bigla ka nalang mag fail.

Months before ko payagan si Nico manligaw sakin sobrangggg sweet mo.

1. Hatid sundo mo ako sa classes ko.
2. Everyday breakfast in bed, lunch out, meryenda and dinner.
3. Everyday sabay papuntang BEG
4. Buhat mo pa lagi gym bag ko.
5. Good Morning and Good Night cuddles.
6. Pinakilala mo pa ako sa parents mo as special to you.
7. We are always together kahit San pa yan.
8. Tight Hugs and forehead kisses.

So after all these, Platonic love lang ba talaga?

I called Ate Ells. Siya talaga yung nagiisang taong nakwekwentuhan ko ng lahat because I know she won't judge me and invalidate my feelings pero Di niya rin ako kukunsintihin. To be honest, Ate Ells is my sister I never had. I am so thankful for her.

Calling Ate Ells..

The number you are calling is busy.

Ay wow? May jowa na ba si Ate Ells? At busy ang line niya? Hmm?

I'll call her nalang later ulit. Kumuha ako ng food sa fridge at water narin preparing for long chika night with ate ells later.

After ko gawin yun, I called Ate Ells again via Facetime.

After ilang rings..

Ella: Ayaw niyo talaga ko patulugin no? Porket matatangkad na kayo! Hoy may game kami kanina jusq.

Jho: Wow Easy Ate Ells. Bat ba ang highblood mo ha?

Ella: Pagod ako Jhow tapos talo pa. *Nag sad face pa si Donya*

Ganto talaga sa Sports, Minsan talo minsan panalo. Minsan panalo ng kaibigan mo pagkatalo naman ng isa mo pang kaibigan.

Jho: Sge na nga next time nalang Ate Ells. Pahinga ka na. Wag ka malungkot bawi nalang next season. 🙂

Ella: Ano ba yung gusto mong sabihin?

Jho: Eh mahaba to baka abutin tayo ng sikat ng araw hahaha

Ella: Sumama ka na nga lang sa catch up sesh namin ni JujuBear at Bea para mapagusapan yan.

Jho: Ha? Bat kasama sa Catch up sesh si Jia?

Ella: Tumawag si Jia sakin kanina kasama niya si Bea. Tapos na brought up yung catch up sesh namin na dapat kami lang ni Bea pero syempre since andun na din si Jia at Di naman siya others kasama narin siya. *Mahabang paliwag ni Ella*