The Fear Of True Loss

Ch 8 - Want me ?

As the days passed by .our friendship became stronger and I certainly still didn't understand Lida ! The more we saw each other ,the more I wanted her ,the more frantic out relationship became . but we kept our relationship hidden and when asked why ? She kept the subject closed , only at times like this ,our hands intermingled, we were strolling through the garden ..

Then Lida suddenly halted “do u really love me Ethen ?? And wouldn't break my heart ? Would!d u ???? ” “ofcourse I love u , and I would never break ur heart ,besides u know ur the only one who has captured my eye ” I shrugged playfully. "Hmm,an imperfect answer, what else ??”she huffed .I connived “really. ! ? ”
“Ya you've always walked in straight jagged lines ,
You look worried ,
Never comb your hair  ,
Always have a button secretly open
But above all u really know how to get a girl's attention !”
Admired Lida .
“hmmm , wow ppl notice (I smirked casually ) ..... But why !?.... Now . u changed your mind .... When I was in the impression that you would never fall for a geek like me ? ”I chocked.
" I actually don't know .... I guess things changed ! .” Lida sneered.
Then she leapt and kissed me and I could feel her gentle face again .

Then    I knew she wanted me
And.    she knew I wanted her

Both of us  could never live separated , we knew we needed each other !