Shared Affection [Oc x Seijuro Akashi]

»Chapter 9: Haru Honda «

»Chapter 9: Haru Honda «

Fiancé… The word echoed in my mind as I looked at Haru with a shocked face. “You are my fiancé?” I said with disbelief. I was so confused at the moment. I know I have a fiancé but I didn’t know I would meet him this early. Besides, my feelings are in a huge mess right now. As I looked down at the bed trying to process many thoughts in my mind, Haru interrupted me. His face was so close to me as he was trying to look at me. My eyes widen with surprised as I moved backed.

A mischievous grin appeared on his face. I begin to panic, waiting whatever attack he was planning. I closed my eyes when he got closer and I felt warm soft lips on my cheeks. I shot open my eyes and saw Haru’s glistening eyes in front of me, our noses touching. I blushed red like a tomato, speechless. What should I say?

“You idiot.” I said. Using a hand trying to cover the blush formed on my face. He let a low chuckle before flopping back on the bed. I only sat on the bed, not knowing what to say. “Hey.” Haru called. “Hmm?” I hummed. “...Does this marriage bother you?” He asked an unreadable expression on his face. “What do you mean?” I crawled over to him, my arms wrapped around my legs. “Do you want us to get married is what I’m asking.” He said, glancing at me before staring back at the ceiling.  “I-I don’t know.” I stuttered, confusion in my voice. A sad smile appeared on his face. “What about you?” I asked hesitantly. “…I accept this marriage.” He said softly, looking at me with a hurt expression. Why does he look so sad?

“Delicious!” I exclaimed as I chewed a piece of steak in my mouth.

I never expected hotel food to be this good. Moments ago, Haru ordered food to our room since I didn’t eat for the entire day.

“Is it nice?” He asked, watching my movements.

I nodded my head with a satisfied smile as he watched me eat the food fast with amusement.

“You eat like a pig” He commented. I blushed and hit his shoulder playfully. He took a white silky handkerchief and wiped my mouth for me. I muffled sounds as he was wiping but he was soon done. If it was Akashi kun, he would never do this for me. Kimiko! Stop thinking about him, you have to forget about him remember?

I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw Haru waving a hand in front of me. “What’s wrong? You were frowning. Is something wrong with the food?” He asked with a look of concern. Tears welled up in my eyes as I missed my family and…Akashi kun. Of course I miss the members as well. I looked down to cover the tears that were falling.

A hand lifted up my chin and I saw Haru with a serious expression. “Stop crying…I’m sick of seeing you crying countless of times.” Countless of times…? He used his thumbs and gently wiped off the tears falling. I looked at him, surprised. Once he was done, he passed a bag to me. “I bought clothes for you to change. You might have bought your own clothes but I’m sure you would like it.” I took out the clothes he bought for me. It was casual clothes but presentable enough to go out in it. I felt happy but curious at the same time. Haru seems to know me well even though it’s the first time we met. I held the clothes close to my chest as I stared at Haru, trying to remember if I met him before but I couldn’t remember anything.

“What’s wrong? Go take a shower and calm down. I’ll go out for a while.” He stated as he lightly push me the direction of the bathroom. I stumbled as I entered the bathroom cautiously like it would collapse any moment. I hesitantly put down my clothes. I did not want Haru to leave, I dislike being alone in this big cold room.

 I set the temperature as I let lukewarm water hit me. I stood under the water, not moving. What has my life become? I felt so confused about my future. So am I just going to marry Haru and then what? I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt water going into my eyes, making it uncomfortable. I squeezed some body soap which smelled like lavender, calming me down.

After the relaxing shower, I wore the soft cotton t-shirt with my own comfy shorts. I felt refreshed and clear headed as I went out of the room. But when I realized that I was alone, I felt lonely. I took out my laptop but I realized I had nothing to do. I threw myself at the bed and waited for Haru to come back. My phone rang and I hastily open my phone. But I knew deep in my heart, I wished it was Akashi kun who messaged me. I prepared myself. No, my heart, I was not ready to be hurt once more.

I flipped open my phone and it was an advertisement. I sighed and closed my phone. Of course, Akashi kun wouldn’t message me. He did tell me to get out of his life after all. I sighed again and I felt tired and confused. The stress built up within me and I felt so lost. I buried my face into the pillow, hoping to forget about everything. I was about to fall asleep when Haru burst into the room. I groaned and lifted up my head. I furrowed my eyebrows in annoyance as I saw Haru with an accomplished face.

“What?” I asked, the frown not leaving my face.

“Hehe. I bought you strawberry shortcake~” He said cheekily as he waves the plastic bag around.

My eyes shone as I lunged at him, trying to get the cake. He stumbled and fell on his butt as I caught the cake, grinning happily. I quickly took out the cake, making sure not to destroy it. I took a fork and tasted a small piece of it. I grinned happily, satisfied with the taste of the cake.

Haru huffed as he got up, rubbing his butt. He pouted cutely before smiling at me. I smiled sheepishly at him as I cut a small piece for him, pointing at him, signaling that he should try it. He pointed at himself with a questioning expression as I nodded me head. He bent over before devouring the piece of cake. As he chewed the cake, he nodded in approval the taste of the cake.

When we finished the cake, I lay on the bed with Haru sitting beside me. “What do you think of me?” Haru asked suddenly. I pondered for a few seconds before answering, “You are like a brother and a friend? You seem nice.” He suddenly placed both of his hands on the side of my face, trapping me. His face leaned close and I could feel his breath on me.

“I am a man too”

A/N:

So I know this is a Akashi fic and here I am writing about Haru. We need Haru ya know. So just bear with me for a while. I may write an extra chapter on Akashi now without Kimiko and all. Thanks for reading J.Peace.