Break my heart and I will do more then scratch your car

" what kind of mate are you"

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Walking away from that horrible place in the pouring rain my heart was clenching and breaking  looking up to the sky tears were falling my inside burning hanging my head low my wolf whimpers in my head , she’s scratching the invisible barrier that’s blocking her out not wanting to feel the pain any more I let her out.  In a flash I can feel my body get hot my bones break in seconds and transform into my white wolf.

 My feet hit the ground and I'm pushed back into my mind my wolf takes over and howls to the white moon her howl was filled with so much pain sorrow and loneliness she looked back to the house when the same brown wolf came running out a ferial growl came from her lips and the wolf stopped shrinking back.

Whimpering she lowered her self to the ground watching her I walked away I didn’t even look back at her she broke my trust and lied to my face my wolf growled lowly…. she was wise not to follow. Walking through the forest somehow soothed me minus the pouring rain looking to the sky I silently plea that it doesn’t rain so much that there’s thunder and lightning …..

Ok so I'm 18 and still petrified of thunder and lightning…. What it’s normal right? Looking to the sky we walk to the river that runs on both side of the territory looking back I only now relies I have been walking on Xavier’s territory in a quick motion I jump to the other side, landing gracefully looking all around me my eyes looking at every tree bush and rock there was no other wolves….. Would he really leave himself so open like that?

Shaking my head I walk away only to look back one last time to see a black wolf standing where I was a moment ago. Staring at him I knew it was Xavier his black wolf was very hard to forget he stared at me and looked across the river he took a step closer then stopped his amber eyes looked into mine he whimpered and laid by the river my wolf looked behind us and back to him my wolf shock her head and started to walk off. Horrorstruck at what she just did made me choke on my words a fierce growl came from behind us.

We turned to look at a very angry alpha male whimpering my wolf back us away Xavier stood up and watched as we moved back away from him in a split second he jumped the river but only to get tackled by another wolf and thrown back into the lake, Xavier looked livid his eyes turned back his wolf snarled as my father raced through the woods I could hear his paws hitting the ground with great speed my head turned as 13 wolves came through the forest all snarling and ready to kill.

Xavier was heaving staring at my father with cold lifeless eyes my father growled at him and Xavier growled back clawing at the water around him clearly angry and beyond reasoning.  My father looked to me and barked 3 wolves circled me and bit my heels to make me move snarling at them they all reared back jumping away from my jaws growling at my father I walked away alone. None of the wolves followed me clearly knowing I did not want to be followed.

Growling to myself my wolf let me have control I scrolled at her she was so weak and heartbroken it hurt to see her like that. Looking inside my mind I felt her pain the memory of Xavier kissing that other girl made her heart break even worst but she still played it over and over again. Her mind then soon went to the empty promises he said all those years ago, her heart broke the day he left us the day he become the most feared alpha in the world, the day he didn’t care for us the day he came back and dammed what wasn’t his. That day will haunt my life forever.

Walking through the woods I felt better almost like the trees were telling me all will work out laying down in the long grass I watched as the rain stopped and the moon raised up higher into the sky my head picked up as the deer chased each other around the field playing and eating the now fresh wet grass, plunking my head down I watched as the young kept close to their mother the mother watching as the father jump and prance about laughing at the sight in front of me the deer’s quickly scurried away from me.