Break my heart and I will do more then scratch your car

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hey guys i know i havent updated in like forever so i decded to update and get your thoughts on this chapter oh and one more thing this chapter has a bit of swearing thought you better know sorry but it expresses her charactor

I could see the rain running down the cave entrance making pools of water on the floor my tears making smaller but wider pools on the dirty floor soaking my paws and fur, if I could see myself right I bet I would look like a mess my white fur covered in mud dirt and leaves my once blue eyes turned amber and red from crying and my wolf trying to sooth me, but failing and making things worst I can hear her whimpering in my head. All in all I look terrible and to top off the torn down cake I have to live with Xavier tomorrow in his house away from my family from my brother from my pack. God I want to kill him for making me suffer.

Growling i watched the rain pelt down the sky pitch black the moon hiding behind the black clouds making it hard to see outside the cave, my ears pick up as howls filled the air my head picked up as I listened to their mournful cries my head sulked back down to my paws as more tears fall … my pack was saying goodbye it broke my heart that they would just give up on me like that but I also knew I had no choice but to go with him. Looking at the moonless sky I howled with my pack saying my last goodbyes as I won’t be seeing any of them tomorrow.

Watching the rain pelt down memories of my childhood haunts my vision, before my eyes I see my little face smiling and laughing in the sand pit with Xavier his brown hair shining in the sun and his eyes held so much happiness it was like no one could bring him down .smiling to myself I remember this day it was the day when Xavier and I made a promise in the sand pit to always be best friends no matter what, I remember laughing when he said “even if the world come crumbling down I will stand by you and be your friend” 

we then sang stand by me for the next 3 minutes smiling and laughing I remember him grabbing my hand and kissing my knuckles looking at him weird I titled my head like a dog would do when confused Xavier smiled and kissed my other hand “my mummy and daddy do it all the time they say you only do it to the person you love the most…. Your that person bails”. Back then I was so naïve I thought we would grow up together and best friends and nothing would tear us apart….. Oh well that’s like a slap in the face now aint it coz the only thing keeping us from one another is his father …. Oh and let’s not forget that huge ego he wears around with him.  

Shaking my head i clear the memory for only more to come closing my eyes I decide to think of something else , but it fails my mind is reeling all I can do is think of him and all the promises he made to me .. To us, growling at myself I decide to go for a run in the rain that should surely keep my mind off of things. Getting up I bolt outside the cave my fur getting wet again and sticking to my back my head turns back to see my father wolf standing on top of the cave his amber eyes watching me taking a step towards him I knew he came out here to watch me but this is my last night being here I wanted to be alone and wonder this land one last time before It is ripped up from underneath me.

 I go to walk away when I hear him whimper it breaks my heart that I turned away from him he's my father no matter what he has done to me I know it is to protect the pack if it was me I would have done the same if my pack was at risk of elimination. Running up to him I rub my fur against his and lick his face his eyes land on me and a smile forms on his face he licks my face and laughs “ I hope you cause hell for that little alpha “ barking at him playfully I nod my head “ oh he’s not going to know what hit him tomorrow he is going to rethink his decision once I let lose tomorrow”

He threw his head back and laughed I laughed too until I was tackled to the ground by a small wolf my eyes shoot to the little pup and I relaxed “ Cody be careful I could of hurt you” dad gave me a stern look “ now Cody I told you don’t sneak up on people especially in wolf form they will attack back and your mother would murder me if you came back with the slightest scratch” I laughed and put my paw on Cody’s head it was fun to see him bark and struggle under my foot