Break my heart and I will do more then scratch your car

she must go

hey guys i am soooo sorry i havent uploaded another chapter for this one i was snowed under with homework and moderation for year 12 i have been perocupied im sorry so i hope this will make up for it ok i will upload 2 today and try to fit in more please leave a comment and some suggestions and what you liked about and i will get back to you thanks again for your comments they mean alot thanks guys anyway enjoy..........

Watching him leave was like seeing my heart flutter out the window a dull ache was now where my heart should be the dull ache surrounds my heart and suffocates it I swear I heard its last beat before it didn’t beat any more, my body now broken my mind cloudy I was literally too weak to stand anymore my body slowily giving way, all because of Xavier.

With all my might I stood and walked to the window my eyes dropped to his retreating figure my heart fell as he reached the border he didn’t even turn back once to look at me, my wolf was still pissed I could literally feel her pacing in my head annoyed I growl at her she growls back but sighs and stops smiling at her childness I start to giggle, her growl was more than enough to silence me see was still fuming that he tested her boundaries she was beyond reasoning, sighing I decide desperate times call for desperate measures .

Walking out my room I then stop looking around I knew something was wrong my eyes then sought out my brother something I was telling me go to him he needs you. Freaky I know but if it has something to do with my little bro I'm there in a heartbeat…. Oh better make that something else beat since my heart will never beat again. Looking room from room my ears picked up listening I could hear him in his room confused I walked back down the hall into his room, still confused I looked high and low but I couldn’t find him panic filled me my eyes looked in every direction Xavier better not have done anything to him or I swear I will kill him mate or not.

Sighing I sit on his bed thinking where he could hide if he was scared, then it clicked jumping off the bed I pull it out and knock on the wood behind his bed; this was the one place I would always go if I was scared and afraid. when I was 3 I found one of the wooden board behind my bed had come lose I was then small enough to squeeze in and look around it was just an empty space but it lead to the room next door which was a spare room before Cody came along and when mum and dad went out we would hide and have picnics but now it’s just Cody’s place as I can’t fit anymore.

Pulling the board away I see a tear stained Cody my non-existent heart begins to break looking down sighing I reach my hand in and I find his I heard a sob before I heard movement I felt his little hands reach out and grip my arm pulling back a little I felt his arms snake around my torso sobbing and latching on for dear life. Looking at him my wolf growled she hated to see someone I loved hurt and crying rubbing his back I kissed his forehead “ Cody what's wrong baby” his little head turned up to me his blue eyes look up to mine he bows his head down low and sobs into my stomach “daddy say you gonna leave me”

His head slowly rose his tear stained checks make my heart break “ you won’t leave me will you bailey “ looking at him tears streamed down my face I couldn’t look back at his face I knew I would break his heart we stayed like that for ages not saying anything his grip never faulted for a second the tears running down my face didn’t stop I looked up as Cody was being pulled away from me my eyes landed on mum she looked at us and a tear fell her eyes landed on me pain crossed her face before she choked out “ I'm sorry baby we had to tell him I knew he would be heartbroken but its better if he knew “

I stared at her an angry scroll formed on my face I stood up pissed  “ better if he knew look at him he basically cried himself to sleep I should have been the one to tell him not you or dad but me “ fuming I stormed out the room my father watched as I stormed past him his hand reached out to grab mine but I slapped it away not even looking at him storming through the house pack members watched and stared as my father ran after me trying to reason with me I saw his mouth moving but I didn’t hear a single word that was coming out my wolf was livid the ones who hurt my brother were my very own parents the ones that are meant to love us and protect us from hurt debility told him the one thing that would break his heart………3 little words that broke a little boy.. She must go.

Storming through the house I didn’t stop until my hand reached the door I turned and saw my parents pleading looks for me to stop and listen to them but that was over now they broke his heart I'm his big sister I should always be there for him I should be the one to protect him from the dangers I face every day I should be there when he needs it most but no they have to send me away because it’s what best for the pack all because alphas always get what they want.

Well I'm not going to make that mistake Xavier must learn you don't always get what you want when you want it something you have to earn to get the right to have. Looking at these faces I sneer at them “ tell Cody I said Goodbye may seem forever Farewell is like the end But in my heart is a memory And there you'll always be” I walked out the door and took one last look before I stared to ball my eyes out I know I left him without a goodbye but I left him a message that said those same words we grew up with these lyrics from the fox and the hound movie and we always told each other that if we must go we will leave these word and all will be ok for goodbye may seem forever but is not is goodbye for now meaning I will see him soon.

Clutching my chest my heart squeezed and the dullness returned feeling empty and emotionless I walked the lonely streets which were only alight from the blinding lights up ahead. Walking to the park I sit at the bench tears were now streaming down my face and I had no way to stop them my heart ached from the dull pain my tear blinding my vision I sat there for what seemed like hours before I heard the bushes to my left shake and rustle.

My eyes darted to the bush my body tense a growl came from my lips as a golden brown wolf came from the forest her eyes fell to the floor and she lowered herself to the floor in submission she rolled over and put her feet in the air and let her tongue hang out her mouth a smile broke out on my face “you can rise”

I say as politely as I can her head looks to me and she slowly rolls back over laying normally on the ground she barks at me and looks at me sweetly confused I stare at her she then rolls her eyes and walks back into the forest watching her go I sit back on the bench and look at the sky dark clouds were forming I grew scared of the approaching storm god how I hate lighting and thunder I have ever since I was little but that was different I had Xavier then to protect me.

My eyes dart up as a young girl a little younger than me steps out the forest a small growl came from my lips as she approached she stuck her hand out and smiled “ hey I'm Terri “ I smiled and offered my hand “ bailey what brings you out here” her face fell a little then she spoke slowly “ I'm …er.. Heard you crying and…. Er thought you needed a friend”

The looked down and her head slowly looked up I smiled and the dullness in my chest easing a little “thank you Terri  ... really thank you but um I'm sorry I'm not very entertaining to hang around “ she smiled and offered her hand which I took “ hey do you see me caring I'm here to help “ I smiled and sat down at the bench I watched her as she drifted into space for a second then her face narrowed I heard her growl a little then looked defeated confused I watched as her gaze turned to me “ oh er sorry bout that my big bro is throwing a party and wants me to come home and party with him… stupid brothers god why can’t he party by himself “

I smiled at her and she looked down hearted then she perked up almost beaming  “hey do you want to come with me I'm sure my bro wont mine plus I hate going by myself” I looked at her and stared my mouth opened and closed like 5 times then I sighed “ er sorry I'm not really in the parting mood “ she frowned and pulled on my arm “ oh no I will not leave you here by the looks of you, you need a good party to pick you up come on I'm not taking no for an answer”.