You're Mine Now (DISCONTINUED) [Old]

Happier

Tord Pov:

I feel stressed and tired...

What did I do to get this never ending curse?!

Right now I'm at the infirmary because all the doctor's bandages "disappeared"

"How the hell could it all disappear Matt?!" I ask.

"I went to go get bandages from the supply box and it was all gone!" Matt says and looks as stressed as me.

He's probably stressed from all the injured and dead soldiers.

"Well then just use something el-"

"Red Leader!-"

"I FUCKING GET IT AND I'M BUSY AT THE MOMENT!!!" I scream into the walkie talkie.

"Tord you need to relax-"

"DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" I cut Matt off which makes Matt flinch.

...

"Tord... Have you been taking your medication?.." Matt asks.

"I!-... I haven't gotten the chance..." I look down.

"You know your bipolar won't help with your stress Tord,"

"I fucking know that! I just haven't gotten the chance-"

"Bullshit Tord, tell me the truth,"

I sigh.

"I felt maybe.. Just maybe that if I don't take my medication and I try to deal with my stress without it.. That I might not need it anymore after a while,"

"That's not how bipolar works Tord..."

"Well how am I supposed to know?! I only got fucking bipolar after the stupid robot incident!! I don't know how this shit works!"

I grab my walkie talking and go to chuck it on the ground but Matt says, "Wait Tord! Don't do that!"

"WHY NOT?! THIS THING HAS BEEN A HASSLE TO ME ALL DAY!!!" I scream.

"Breaking the walkie talkie won't solve anything Tord! What you need to do is sit down and fucking relax!" I jump a little when Matt curses and slowly put my walkie talkie away.

"This.. This is just too frustrating!" I sit on a hospital bed then hold my head.

"Maybe this will all stop if.. You save Tom?"

"Will you stop acting so dumb already?"

"I'm serious! What if the kidnapper is doing all this!"

Click

I stand up and anger takes over me.

"I WILL KILL THAT BITCH!!!"

I run out the door and to the weapons room.

I grab a shit ton of guns and various knives.

I then run to the exit but before I can go out I hear, "Wait Sir!"

I turn around and see Patryk.

"What is it Patryk?! I'm kind of busy!!"

"What about the army?! We're still in trouble!"

Oh god...

I just realized how important this choice is...

They desperately need me here while Tom needs me where ever he is...

What do I do?...

Tom Pov:

I look down into my cup of tea.

"Is something wrong with the tea?" Preston asks.

"No no, I'm just worried..." I say.

"About what?"

"Well I'm worried about Tord.."

"Why is that?"

"Well he's usually around me.."

"Why does that make you worried?"

"Well I usually help him with stress... Like after he does a lot of paper work, he comes to me to relax,"

"How do you help him relax?"

"We usually just chat,"

"How does that calm him down? Isn't that just normal conversation?"

"Well.. Tord really likes me and I'm guessing the way we talk normally makes him happy,"

"Makes him happy?"

"Well he has a crush on me.. And I'm guessing he enjoys how friendly we are to each other,"

"But isn't being friendly normal?"

"Well I already told you our history with each other,"

"Oh right.. Sorry, I forgot Thomas,"

"It's really okay. The past doesn't really bother me anymore,"

"Oh why?"

I sigh and make a soft smile while looking down.

"Bad things have happened to me lately, like my most loved best friend dying, having to deal with horrible depression and a extremely unhealthy drinking problem, and of course being kidnapped by my former enemy... But nowadays I've been thinking of how those things have helped me and others," I take a deep breath. "My most loved best friend dying taught me to cherish the time I have with people I care about, having to deal with horrible depression and a extremely unhealthy drinking problem taught me that I need to learn to calm myself down and take care of my health better, and of course being kidnapped by my former enemy made me and Tord grow a friendship we thought would never form ever since we fought over some stupid teenage drama.. I guess these horrible things that have happened just made my life.. Happier? And want to know the best part of it all?"

"What would that be?"

"That sometimes.. I feel Edd is watching me and becoming prouder of me the more I change into a better person, which only makes me want to continue to grow and grow until I feel like I never went through all the trauma.. Until I feel like I'm someone else,"

"Tom, do me a favor," I look at him.

"What is it?"

"Never feel like being someone else, because if you do that then you'll forget who you truly are and who you truly are is someone who is still learning about life and all the beauty it can bring to you and others,"

I look down and smile again.

"Of course Preston,"