Reborn[on Hold]

chapter 6

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Min yoongi

I was born a vampire,one of the children of fallen angel with humans.
When I was born,there's no joy,my mother was killed after I am born, people think that she's a disgrace as I was born witha unknown father,they followed and called me a demon with my dark red eyes and pale skin and threw me out into the woods.

I was brought into a city by one of my kind,we take in blood for survival,at first animals blood,human's blood provides us energy like food to humans.
In the begining,we only get what we need and realease them after our drinking,but their own kind,killed them,burning them with fire,killing them with weapons.Some of us used to killed them after drinking,let them hate us than to face their own kind killing them.We become the evil ones.

We have supernatural powers,
different from humans,we are more powerful.Humans called us gods,
they start to worship us and some of us get greedy.They ask for more,not just what they need but what they want.They ask for humans to be sacrifice,they drink not to survive but to enjoy the superiority.

Since birth,I've seen to much of human's ulgliest side as well as my own kind's.Some humans evn volunteer to become one of us,killing their own kind.And they became to rule over,killing the others whom oppose them.Yes,vampires can kill each other,under the condition that one is stronger than another.But I got away,because Im too young then,
unable to make any changes.

Thanks to all the arguements and war between themselves,Most of the first generation died,leaving a few of us,the unwanted.Human turned vampires rule the society,turning it into their use to be world.

I wanted a change,to stop all those unnessasary killing.I setup and prepare well,and eventually I take over and ready to make the change.

But vampire hunters appear.They believe that everyone of us are not suppose to exist on earth,and should be all killed.

Being the child of darkness,vampire dislike light.Hence,with light inside us,we will be abandon by darkness and there will be no place on earth for us and we will eventually dissapear,vanish from this world.
But having the blood of fallen angel,
people like me will have some immunity to it,but we will still be killed if it pierce right through heart.

During the period,someone step into my life.
He is the light in the darkness of my life,
he is the fire that melted the frost in my heart
And hope that change my pessimistic mindset to others.Just like his name.

He's a human,cooperating with me for the exchange of being one of us in the future,he was just like others I thought.Perhaps he did not even notice that himself but he show his kindness and caring towards others with the little details through his action.
He's unlike all the others that beg for eternity,he is different.He does not treat me as his master,his king but as a friend.That's what I thought.I trust him fully and even more when he make a oath that will cause his life to serve me forever.

But yet,he betrayed me.That moment,
when he stab me,I feel such strong pain,not from the physical but deep whithin,from the heart.
But it did not pierce through my heart.I got angered and decided to pull one part of him out and set a curse that will ensure that he suffers in his next life and continue till the end.

But I can't now.I don't know what should I feel towards him.
Hatred?not when I understand how he view us and how he grew up.
Revenge?I've already set the curse and there's no way for me to change it back.

Im confused,I hate the J hope that betrayed my trust,but can I now?
I hate Jung hoseok because he is the Reincarnation of J hope,but he has a totally different environment while he grow up,is he still the same person even he got his past life memories back?
Then why do I dislike him,is it because J hope is his past life or he is just too friendly and happy that reminded me that I do not belong in this world,that I don't deserve light and love.

I dial a number,hoping that the owner will answer me,I guess he's the only one that could solved my problem now.

Du...Du...Du...pick up

"Hi,Its been so long since you call me."

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