Fan Service

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The plane lands and I grab my carry on slowly, taking my time.

Thinking...

This is goodbye?

"You gonna live on the plane or ya gonna get out like a normal person?" I hear a voice.

I turn to see Yoongi getting out of his chair and stretching.

I scoff.

"How do you know that living on a plane isn't my biggest dream?" I cross my arms and raise an eyebrow in amusement.

"Woah! More than one syllable? I guess I was right about you. Jin owes me 10 bucks." He shrugs as he grabs his laptop and puts it in his computer bag.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I ask.

"We made a little bet." He says simply.

"Oh yeah? And what was this bet?" I emphasize the word.

"I bet Jin that you were two faced and would only pretend to be a bitch when everyone else was around. But as soon as we were alone you would pretend like nothing happened and that we never even had 1 disagreement this whole trip." He started blankly.

My heart broke.

My mouth opened but I couldn't form words.

My eyes sting as I try to hold back tears.

"But Jin hyung did vouch for you. He said you were just sad and you'd 'forgive me' or some bull shit like that? Ha! You and me both know all to well that that's not it." He pauses for as moment and his expression changes from smug jerk to a hurt and angery now. "And to think I... I thought you were something special! I actually liked you and I actually... I actually took you seriously."

He shook his head and tried to cover up his expression with a pained smile.

He swung the strap to his computer bag over his shoulder.

"Good bye Han Y/n." He says in a whisper before swiftly walking off of the plane.

I couldn't hold the tears anymore. They came out thick with heavy sobs.

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh" I yell out at nothing in particular.

I stay like that for a couple more minutes before an idea pops in my head...

A horrible, awful, harmful idea...

My emotions get the best of me.

I grab my bag and run out of the plane and through the gate right to the group of seven boys.

"MIN YOONGI!" I throw my bag on the ground and storm in his direction.

The six other boys move out of my way in fear, seeing me as the mess I am.

I grab him by the side of his face and press my lips a against his.

He freezes for a moment before putting his arms around my waist and kissing me back.

"I love you..." I whisper and he opens his mouth to speak but I cut him off, "but this is goodbye. Don't look for me and don't ask about me."

I push out of his embrace and look at the others who obviously heard.

"That goes for all of you." I say before heading to a familiar and confused boy with my and Sunni's name on a board.

Before I could grab my stuff from the ground I feel a hand grip my wrist.

I turn to see Tae holding onto my wrist, with water eyes.

"Y/n I-" he starts but I cut him off by kissing his cheek and pulling him into a hug.

"I'm sorry Tae." Is all I say before I pry myself from his grip and grab my bag from the floor.

I walk away from the boys and through the dumb struck crowd to my friends.

Not looking back, I didn't want the boys to see my cry anymore.

"HAN Y/N!" I turn to look at the bunny pushing through the crowd and towards me.

I turn to keep walking when I here a lot thud behind me.

I turn immediately to see the boy sobbing on the ground.

"You promised!" He yelled. "You promised you wouldn't leave!"

I clench my fists and hold back from running to the boy and comforting him.

Stay strong. The plan is already in motion.

"Goodbye Jeon Jungkook." I say before walking past the crowd, past my friends.

I walk out of the airport and straight home.

With an overwhelmed mind and to tired to express any emotion, I just walked.

No stopping. No breaks. Nothing.

2 miles felt like 200.

My body doesn't hurt.

It doesn't feel.

I'm so...

Numb

I'm so...

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The Earth starts to tilt until it goes completely black...