Fan Service

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I wake up in my room. Something so familiar had never felt so foreign.

I don't think about it nor how I got here nor what happened.

I only think about the 7 boys I left at the airport.

The looks on their faces.

The heart breaking sight that was Jungkook.

I'm evil...

But it's for the best.

A villain with good intentions.

My head hurts but thats the only thing I really feel.

I hear my door nob turn and a head pops in.

Saiji

"You finally awake! Thats good. If you were out any longer i would have had to take you to the hospital." He sheepishly smiles as he rubs the back of his head.

I don't react.

I don't know how.

I can't really feel anything. Mentally or other wise.

Concern grows on his face. "Bunny, are you ok?" He approaches my bed a little more.

Bunny...

Without me knowing a small tear escapes my eyes and before I can stop it I'm a crying mess in his arms.

He pets my head and whispers soothing little words in my ear.

It's been hours now and I can only assume Sunni is at work or she would be here.

"Saiji...?" I finally let out.

He hums in response.

"I don't want to anymore." I say

"You don't want to what?" He asks still holding me against his chest and petting my hair.

"Say goodbye." I started to breakdown harder. "Please don't let me leave. Don't let me just walk away. Always chase after me. I'm to stupid to know when I'm wrong."

"Baby girl, I will chase you to the moon and back if that's what you want. I love you, Y/n."

"I love you too,...." I whisper, barely audible before falling back asleep...

I love you too...

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